That being said.... When I overcome (hah) that difficulty, the result is more satisfying than it's ever been. Which makes this even more frustrating. Because it's almost NEVER felt satisfying. Just empty. Trapped in this awful limbo.

"not only will I not do fatal, I'm going to keep you endo and safe for a month. Taunting you by digesting all of the other food I eat. But not you"

I know I don't owe anyone anything. I've just never been able to verbalize it & I'm glad I figured it out

Ppl who STRONGLY prefer the thing I don't like. "I like you so much that I will default to your preference 100% of the time we interact" is basically the strongest compliment I can get 💙 /8 & E

I know this is not reflective of the person behind those thoughts. A character they play is not their real personality. I know plenty of people love the things I don't like. And that's okay! I've just been trying to figure out how to word my feeling for years and finally got something. /6

Did they EVER care for you? Were they only nice to you because they wanted you nearby when they needed you? Would they even miss you? "You weren't worthy of being my friend". And then you think about how many others have come and gone. Have they even once ever felt bad? No remorse? /5

Anything that causes actual harm is an immediate mood killer. Anything that reflects any type of finality will sour the moment (extremely few exceptions). It implies they meant nothing to you. You couldn't care less that they're gone. You move on and forget them. Just a meal and nothing more. /4

I want a pred who will come charging in and tackle me. Tease the heck out of me. And send me to their gut. Then more teasing. But after that we both relax/release all the tension. Bask in the feeling of satisfaction until it's time to do it again. Be claimed by them. Their end feeling is "mine<3" /3

Anything less than sadism. But the farther away you go, the more I will like it. An aggressive CNC hyper dominant alpha pred who's doing it because they know how much I love it and they just enjoy keeping me happy.

Doing it because you think I hate it is the opposite of what I want. /2

Wolf by default. Because arrow is the best to be inside of

I like this boy! Big belly. Big teef. BIG

Show me the old one! :D

I was unfortunately VERY drunk that con and do not remember much other than stuffing a shirt in the underwear and getting sent back to the room. I miss fursuit underwear. Haven't done it in forever. I've just been doing petsuits and pup hoods instead. Did you have a different name back then?

You do? I may need a reminder D: hard to argue with blue manes sabers, though!

Ah yes. All good options! We might have to try a few different ways. Just to test it out

Of course you would! But how :3