I gotta add that Purolator was always frustrating to deal with, but this is made worse by being mostly housebound now. I can only handle leaving the house once a week and instead of groceries or seeing friends or family I have to use it on this.

Yay, I've done this correctly then!

But stability means I can make plans! It gives me so much back!

Plus I have already accepted that I'll likely never go back to the way I was again. That's okay. I'd rather be happy with what I do have than sad about what might not happen.

On the bright side, I do not write to market, in popular genres, or know how to market them, so the risk is low!