i Want to get things done!! i really do!!! but like. fuck, dawg, after a certain point im too exhausted to keep going. and that point arrives quicker for me than other ppl

the more days in a row i have to force myself to be up and productive, the more my body just. hurts, dude. it sucks ass. like no of Course you're exhausted you're running on a 20% battery and hoping you'll last before it actually dies

me: he's named after wesley j coolridge iii
friend: of course

things before they had the misfortune of being born."

MAN. WHAT THE FUCK!!!

"or perhaps people like Alice were just fundamentally broken. perhaps they were wasted on life; perhaps dying was the best thing for her. perhaps she was less like aristotle's plant and more like freud's organisms, who were driven compulsively toward death, toward the tranquil, inanimate state of

desk has been moved and she decided that's her spot to sit and chirp at me expectantly

ive had a lot of fairweather friends over the course of my life, and it makes me incredibly hesitant to trust or rely on people at all. but i always want to be there for friends if i can bc i never want them to go thru things alone. ppl who have seen me at my worst...you're the real champs

ik im far from a perfect person but the support i receive from my friends encourages me to do better every day and i want to support them in return. we all have our struggles but im so grateful to the people who have stuck with me in rough times.