lck roster changes have mental boomed me so bad idk how long i need to recover

if i actually watch the lpl strim live this year my sleep schedule (& mental) will absolutely not survive

the army in me comes out once in a while.... not so relevant to my life but anyways there,

i love that bts make me so parasocially happy and im sad their privacy isn't protected and there's no point in culling the fandom because that would lose the company money (zzzzzzzzz) like. the greed of it all! fucking hell 🤢 also i hate! hybe!! ugly af company late stage capitalism hell

interact with the youngins AND people new to fandom don't know how to interact nor do i want to teach them (no offense.. thank u to my elders in fandom & sorry for my baby ass)
idk i'm so happily detached and i wish they could be too. also i love seeing jk's eboy ass thriving with tiktok hhh >>