To be clear that's 40 ounces of coffee, 15 mg of Adderall, and half a gallon of electrolyte drink. My heart rate hung out between 52 and 56 the whole day. If a healthy person took that they would be polishing silverware on the moon. I could barely lift my body off my chair.

I didn't go to the two in-person appointments my son had because my fatigue and headache were too bad. I have no meaningful support system. I will be called lazy and irresponsible for my actions by those around me, who deem these tasks easy enough to do when I am tired. #autisticburnoutproject

And then - immediately - the next line - Avinu Malkeinu, chazireinu b’teshuvah shleimah lefanecha.

Return me to myself.

I realised I had just asked to be saved from myself.

But I don’t want to be different from who I am, or to be like everyone else.

I want to be myself.

Which is different.

Hello fellow youths, let’s distribute mutual aid 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣