star ⭒ edsky
@stawrgorl.bsky.social
‧₊˚✧ if I’m not perfect, I’m nothing ✧˚₊‧
cmbi: ~19
0/2kg
cmbi: ~19
0/2kg
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star ⭒ edsky
@stawrgorl.bsky.social
· Jan 24
#caterpillarsky #edsky
‧₊˚✧ intro ✧˚₊‧
Not new, just new account
⭒ 22 — she/her
⭒ An/r
⭒ Social science student
⭒ Audhd + ocd
lw: 38kg
hw: 70kg
cw: 48-46kg
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I just want to be perfect
♡ / ⟳ to be moots
‧₊˚✧ intro ✧˚₊‧
Not new, just new account
⭒ 22 — she/her
⭒ An/r
⭒ Social science student
⭒ Audhd + ocd
lw: 38kg
hw: 70kg
cw: 48-46kg
⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊✩°｡⋆˚⁺
I just want to be perfect
♡ / ⟳ to be moots
Biggest flex: my birthday is on summer solstice
February 1, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Biggest flex: my birthday is on summer solstice
Forever jealous of the ppl with low starting weights. If I had started from a healthy weight I would’ve been bmi 10
February 1, 2025 at 9:08 AM
Forever jealous of the ppl with low starting weights. If I had started from a healthy weight I would’ve been bmi 10
Why is it that the thinner I am, the higher my grades are
January 30, 2025 at 10:10 AM
Why is it that the thinner I am, the higher my grades are
Aw yay my partner left work to help me
I’m waiting for a 30kg package of cat stuff and my autism is stopping me from working on my uni work in the meantime because I’m anticipating this package. OMG it’s also gonna be impossible to drag up 25m of stairs 😭
January 29, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Aw yay my partner left work to help me
I’m waiting for a 30kg package of cat stuff and my autism is stopping me from working on my uni work in the meantime because I’m anticipating this package. OMG it’s also gonna be impossible to drag up 25m of stairs 😭
January 29, 2025 at 1:31 PM
I’m waiting for a 30kg package of cat stuff and my autism is stopping me from working on my uni work in the meantime because I’m anticipating this package. OMG it’s also gonna be impossible to drag up 25m of stairs 😭
Sometimes I wish I still purge but I’ve also been 2 years clean after doing it 10x per day for years
January 29, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Sometimes I wish I still purge but I’ve also been 2 years clean after doing it 10x per day for years
I miss china, absolute favourite place I’ve been to
January 29, 2025 at 11:40 AM
I miss china, absolute favourite place I’ve been to
My partner went grocery shopping and now we have so many snacks which makes me anxious
January 29, 2025 at 11:21 AM
My partner went grocery shopping and now we have so many snacks which makes me anxious
Umm hello I just weighed myself and it says 50kg… Tbf I have had like 1l of water, I’m on my period and I’m wearing clothes but wtffff. Ik it’s not real weight bc I fit into clothes which I don’t normally at 50kg but I’m GROSS
Only positive is that I’m triggered and will eat less
Only positive is that I’m triggered and will eat less
January 29, 2025 at 10:38 AM
Umm hello I just weighed myself and it says 50kg… Tbf I have had like 1l of water, I’m on my period and I’m wearing clothes but wtffff. Ik it’s not real weight bc I fit into clothes which I don’t normally at 50kg but I’m GROSS
Only positive is that I’m triggered and will eat less
Only positive is that I’m triggered and will eat less
I don’t understand how people recover, like this is year 5 of my active ed and year 17 of body issues, disordered eating and wanting to lose weight. How am I supposed to rewire my brain who has been wanting this since 6?!
January 29, 2025 at 9:36 AM
I don’t understand how people recover, like this is year 5 of my active ed and year 17 of body issues, disordered eating and wanting to lose weight. How am I supposed to rewire my brain who has been wanting this since 6?!
My fatass is hungry so imma have an apple
January 28, 2025 at 1:37 PM
My fatass is hungry so imma have an apple
I have to write a paper fmlllll
January 28, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I have to write a paper fmlllll
Idk if I should start wearing my Apple Watch again… I’m kinda afraid after hearing the news abt the band
January 28, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Idk if I should start wearing my Apple Watch again… I’m kinda afraid after hearing the news abt the band
I have gained weight :(( I can tell from my arms rippppo
January 28, 2025 at 10:15 AM
I have gained weight :(( I can tell from my arms rippppo
Todays outfit! I am so ashamed of my body
January 27, 2025 at 10:56 AM
Todays outfit! I am so ashamed of my body
What I wanna be this spring #edsky #caterpillarsky
January 27, 2025 at 10:14 AM
What I wanna be this spring #edsky #caterpillarsky
Anyone else have a SEED/chronic a diagnosis? It’s so lonely and hard to see people you were in treatment with 5 years ago get better
January 27, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Anyone else have a SEED/chronic a diagnosis? It’s so lonely and hard to see people you were in treatment with 5 years ago get better
I need to lock in fr or else idek what I will do
January 27, 2025 at 9:27 AM
I need to lock in fr or else idek what I will do
I’m too afraid to weigh myself cause I feel like I’ve gained since I last have. Imma wait a week and then weigh again but Tbf I probably haven’t gained much
January 26, 2025 at 6:42 PM
I’m too afraid to weigh myself cause I feel like I’ve gained since I last have. Imma wait a week and then weigh again but Tbf I probably haven’t gained much
I’m obese HELP I need to be bullied #edsky #caterpillarsky
January 26, 2025 at 6:16 PM
I’m obese HELP I need to be bullied #edsky #caterpillarsky
For breakfast I’m having a bit of baguette, hummus and 2 hard boiled eggs 🥚🥖
January 26, 2025 at 10:57 AM
For breakfast I’m having a bit of baguette, hummus and 2 hard boiled eggs 🥚🥖
I’m adopting shelter kittens in a WEEK!! I’ve been waiting since November
January 26, 2025 at 9:18 AM
I’m adopting shelter kittens in a WEEK!! I’ve been waiting since November
Fmllll I’ve run out of coffee
January 26, 2025 at 9:05 AM
Fmllll I’ve run out of coffee
xoxo before my final exam worth 60% of grade
January 25, 2025 at 1:18 PM
xoxo before my final exam worth 60% of grade