And that’s all I can say.

I apologized for anyone following my BlueSky. I’ve gone back to my Twitter. Just want to let out my thoughts, especially since my birthday is coming near and it made me reflect on this year.

Again, I’m really sorry…

-Luke

Yet I keep on living. I got people who forgiven me and still support me. Because I did improve and change my behavior for the better. Yet I can’t never fully heal this “traumatic” moment that will constantly haunt me at any moment I get reminded of it.

Maybe I haven’t moved on, I’m more stuck to the past because I can’t forget all the stress, all the respect lost, all the worries
All because of my actions…
I really wished I could say sorry to everyone…
I really did fuck up badly few months ago…

This year has been nothing but bad for me. Other than the controversy, I also dropped out of college and I still have no job.
I did my best to fix myself, but showing that improvement is currently impossible. I just wished I can show that I changed for the better.

Being honest, anytime I see mermaids characters from the people I known has put me in a depressive mood because of what they remind me of: the consequences of my actions. A constant reminder how much I screw up and it’s not going leave me.

Here is the doc made on me. It’s up to you whether to forgive or block me

docs.google.com/document/d/1...