No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
December 6, 2025 at 3:49 AM
No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
December 6, 2025 at 3:48 AM
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
December 3, 2025 at 4:50 AM
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
December 3, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
December 3, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
I just really want things to be okay
December 3, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I just really want things to be okay
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
December 2, 2025 at 10:07 AM
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
December 2, 2025 at 4:37 AM
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
December 2, 2025 at 2:46 AM
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
December 1, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
December 1, 2025 at 2:56 PM
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
December 1, 2025 at 2:49 PM
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
Reposted by Lemon
December 1, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Incredible how my standard for everybody is “oh if you’re trying your best and try to be nice to people you’re awesome” and for me it’s like “if you didn’t crack singularity yet why are you still alive”
November 23, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Incredible how my standard for everybody is “oh if you’re trying your best and try to be nice to people you’re awesome” and for me it’s like “if you didn’t crack singularity yet why are you still alive”
On the topic of fucking killing myself again
November 8, 2025 at 7:02 PM
On the topic of fucking killing myself again
Went from i wanna die to i wanna bedrot and watch markiplier so that’s a little better
November 4, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Went from i wanna die to i wanna bedrot and watch markiplier so that’s a little better
Record length crashout(16 hours)
November 3, 2025 at 9:27 AM
Record length crashout(16 hours)
Maybe they’ll understand
I just don’t want to deal with tomorrow, nor the day after that, nor the day after that
I just don’t want to deal with tomorrow, nor the day after that, nor the day after that
November 2, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Maybe they’ll understand
I just don’t want to deal with tomorrow, nor the day after that, nor the day after that
I just don’t want to deal with tomorrow, nor the day after that, nor the day after that
If you call regional emergency services honestly I’d want to kill myself more
I’m taking advantage of the fact that nobody ever sees my posts, if somebody for some reason does disclaimer I’m not gonna attempt I just need to vent so don’t dox and call emergency services on me
November 2, 2025 at 5:34 PM
If you call regional emergency services honestly I’d want to kill myself more
I hope it’s heat death
November 2, 2025 at 5:27 PM
I hope it’s heat death
Reposted by Lemon
Toughest choice you have to make every morning when getting dressed.
November 1, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Toughest choice you have to make every morning when getting dressed.