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★ cole
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spvider.bsky.social
wanted my thoughts in one reply… taps my fingers together. forgot to add that as ive fused down, we’ve become more similar and started to have a more “coherent” collective identity as well. so it. is possible just not in the black and white way people think full fusion is
text reading “okay so lot to unpack here but i feel like i have a lot of experience with this as someone who went from poly frag to having ~8 alters. in my experience (and from that of other fully/almost fully fused systems) the parts that fuse never really… leave. i describe it as my fused parts being a sort of “mindset” or “self state” i can choose to take on now. sometimes certain triggers will make me feel more like x fused alter or y fused alter but i still retain a sense of it being “me” rather than it being a switch. you definitely can fuse down to only one part and ive met people who have! it just wont ever be the same experience a singlet has and it isnt as segmented as what a non fused system experiences. it’s its own unique experience, in my opinion”
February 24, 2025 at 2:04 AM
spvider.bsky.social
why is she looking at me like that
semi low quality image of a silver volvo s40 in the snow. its windshield wipers are popped up. the low beams look vaguely like eyes
February 19, 2025 at 8:34 PM
spvider.bsky.social
survived day one and she did not throw any horrific surprises at me other than one weird minor issue
a silver volvo s40 from the passenger side. the car has some wear but is in decent condition cosmetically. its sitting on a gravel driveway with trees behind it
February 1, 2025 at 8:22 PM
spvider.bsky.social
stupid
semi-poor quality image of a silver 2005 volvo s40. it’s surrounded by other cars in a dealer parking lot
January 26, 2025 at 10:46 PM
spvider.bsky.social
we are getting a working volvo one way or another boys
screenshot of my work app reading “current pay period: 62.22hrs”
December 28, 2024 at 6:59 PM
spvider.bsky.social
uh oh
screenshot of the google search bar with “therapist near me” typed in
December 25, 2024 at 10:40 PM
spvider.bsky.social
did you fucking take it to war??
image of a dirty silver volvo s40 with a warped front bumper, chips in its paint, and the hood is unable to latch all the way. the car sits on top of and around various pieces of junk. its headlights are on and the car is in foggy conditions giving it an ominous aura image of the same silver s40, but from the side where you can see the area around the headlight is crumpled and it’s more clear its hood is unable to close with a visible gap between it and the car. the image has the same fogginess to it image of the silver volvo from the passenger side. both doors are dented and the rims on the car are mismatched. the windows of the car are fogged up and there is a better view of its surroundings which are other beat up cars littered with trash behind it and a multitude of trash under it screenshot of the volvo’s marketplace description reading: 07 Volvo S40 AWD t5 mechanic special,runs& drive,heat AC, stereo,no check engine lights,drive anywhere,may need a strut,$1150,make offer, great a to b drove from B-more to upper Marlboro no problem,peace
December 16, 2024 at 1:15 AM
spvider.bsky.social
thinking about them…….
November 22, 2024 at 1:20 AM
spvider.bsky.social
would chew my arm off to actually be able to drive this car fml
November 15, 2024 at 8:09 PM
spvider.bsky.social
god i love a toyota camry
November 9, 2024 at 12:40 AM