as someone raised in a VERY strict house who didn’t feel alive until my mid-20s, i deeply related to the feeling of being a child in an adult’s body. and to ending it all, but being given a chance to do it again and discover that u are not who anyone has constructed u to be.

bella baxter is the film character of the year for me. watching her grapple with being so analytical about the world around her but lacking the life experience and often the vocabulary to put her unwavering belief that she can do good into any real practice was fascinating.

my prediction is this will happen within the next two episodes

forgive the lighting i live in a basement

have not even watched nocturne yet i just heard my wife was in a scene and went running