That's what I do best and how I feel the better 🥰

Ngh thank you 😵‍💫 No thinking, no control, I want that out of my mind, and have it filled with disgusting triggering porn and degrading orders instead ~

Porn can have it all, especially my mind, I shouldn't be the one in control ~

Ngh who doesn't wanna feel good right? It's only normal to give porn whatever it wants in exchange...

Nothing bad can happen with porn ~

Hehe whatever the reasons I'd feel like I need savings for, it'll always be less important than what my owner want them for anyway ~

Well she already has my debit card numbers she's using sometimes so...

Some would say that this isn't a choice at all, being a weak loser with a beta brain meant to surrender and craving abuse from the start, and I wouldn't be able to deny it 🙄