was explaining how commissioners can make my life easier if they just make mouse sketches in mspaint, have my diagram

went on a date with a therapist this year. they wanted to go for a walk or get coffee for our 2nd date, and I said “every time I do that for a 2nd date they tell me they don’t want to see me anymore once I get there, is that what is happening” and after several minutes of “…” they finally said this

when i get upset with myself about not Doing More with my life, not having moved yet, being slow to release music, i try to remember this. so much of my time Isn't Mine