Sarah
@solarahskudos.bsky.social
Wedding filmmaker🎥, gamer🎮, reader📕, a mom🎀, a wife👰🏻♀️, and Filipina🇵🇭. Too many hobbies. Beginning my healing journey with BPD. Advocate for love, care, and understanding 🫶🏽🌈🦄
Just coming on here to say that I’m alive lol
July 25, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Just coming on here to say that I’m alive lol
Quit DBT today now I’m scared that I made the wrong decision cause I’ve literally been hitting myself for the past 3 days after not hitting myself for nearly two months. I almost made it to two months
June 10, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Quit DBT today now I’m scared that I made the wrong decision cause I’ve literally been hitting myself for the past 3 days after not hitting myself for nearly two months. I almost made it to two months
Forcing myself to keep playing Fantasy Life because it was $60 and I got bored after 5 hours 😭
June 10, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Forcing myself to keep playing Fantasy Life because it was $60 and I got bored after 5 hours 😭
Am I so delusional to think that everyone is a little bit BPD? How are people just out here without it lmao
June 9, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Am I so delusional to think that everyone is a little bit BPD? How are people just out here without it lmao
Thinking about quitting DBT just so I can follow my therapist back to her private practice. Neither of us wanted it to end, but she was not being treated right within the program, and quit. She’s been my therapist for a year and I can’t imagine opening up to the therapist they replaced her with
June 3, 2025 at 1:17 PM
Thinking about quitting DBT just so I can follow my therapist back to her private practice. Neither of us wanted it to end, but she was not being treated right within the program, and quit. She’s been my therapist for a year and I can’t imagine opening up to the therapist they replaced her with
The Clair Obscur Expedition 33 soundtrack >>>>>
June 3, 2025 at 4:25 AM
The Clair Obscur Expedition 33 soundtrack >>>>>
The drive home after picking up Chinese food is TORTURE. Why does it have to smell so good
June 2, 2025 at 9:49 PM
The drive home after picking up Chinese food is TORTURE. Why does it have to smell so good
In a 2017-2018 Cardi B kick once again
May 28, 2025 at 4:13 PM
In a 2017-2018 Cardi B kick once again
I’m going to fucking spiral.
May 20, 2025 at 8:31 PM
I’m going to fucking spiral.
I became a reader again this year and I’m so proud of myself. I went from reading half a book a year to 8 books so far this year 😊
May 19, 2025 at 2:53 PM
I became a reader again this year and I’m so proud of myself. I went from reading half a book a year to 8 books so far this year 😊
33 days clean of any self harm. I’m so proud of myself. Next goal is 3 months
May 15, 2025 at 1:24 AM
33 days clean of any self harm. I’m so proud of myself. Next goal is 3 months
In 8 days I’ll be 30 days clean of self-harm. That falls on Mother’s Day, which reminds me that by treating myself better, I can BE better for my daughter 🩷 BPD isn’t easy, and if you’re struggling with SH like I do, we’re in this together
May 3, 2025 at 12:42 PM
In 8 days I’ll be 30 days clean of self-harm. That falls on Mother’s Day, which reminds me that by treating myself better, I can BE better for my daughter 🩷 BPD isn’t easy, and if you’re struggling with SH like I do, we’re in this together
Currently reading 2 books. One of them is Red Rising, which I’m a little over halfway through. I also decided to use my Fable ebook credits to buy One Dark Window. Only one chapter deep so far. Both have captured my interest!
April 30, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Currently reading 2 books. One of them is Red Rising, which I’m a little over halfway through. I also decided to use my Fable ebook credits to buy One Dark Window. Only one chapter deep so far. Both have captured my interest!
You know it was a decent day in group DBT when Spirited Away gets brought up (unrelated to skills though lmao)
April 30, 2025 at 4:00 AM
You know it was a decent day in group DBT when Spirited Away gets brought up (unrelated to skills though lmao)
2 split seconds of Easter
April 21, 2025 at 4:45 AM
2 split seconds of Easter
I did what I shouldn’t and bought 2 new games on Steam.
April 20, 2025 at 12:42 AM
I did what I shouldn’t and bought 2 new games on Steam.
Everyone and their mother father and grandma is out today and I’m overstimulated. I am probably also the reason for someone else’s overstimulation lmao
April 19, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Everyone and their mother father and grandma is out today and I’m overstimulated. I am probably also the reason for someone else’s overstimulation lmao
Editing newborn video sessions, make me emotional 🥹
April 17, 2025 at 6:15 PM
Editing newborn video sessions, make me emotional 🥹
Time for group, my least favorite part of DBT, but the most important 😭
April 15, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Time for group, my least favorite part of DBT, but the most important 😭
My goal throughout DBT is to eliminate self-harm completely. To get to that point, I need to improve emotional instability and feelings of emptiness. That would be a life worth living to me 😌
April 11, 2025 at 3:14 PM
My goal throughout DBT is to eliminate self-harm completely. To get to that point, I need to improve emotional instability and feelings of emptiness. That would be a life worth living to me 😌
I’m usually not anxious for typical individual therapy but today I wanna throw up! 🙃 everything is fine
April 10, 2025 at 7:57 PM
I’m usually not anxious for typical individual therapy but today I wanna throw up! 🙃 everything is fine
Graveyard Keeper is my current obsession. Hope it’s a great 2 weeks until I move on to one of my 60+ games in the backlog 😅 also resisting the urge to buy new games
April 9, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Graveyard Keeper is my current obsession. Hope it’s a great 2 weeks until I move on to one of my 60+ games in the backlog 😅 also resisting the urge to buy new games
I was diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar II Disorder but the bipolar part just feels wrong.
April 9, 2025 at 3:52 PM
I was diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar II Disorder but the bipolar part just feels wrong.