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accountability thread🧵🪡
#edsky
Ok im gonna grt back on my accountabilty thread Grind tmr cuz im getting Cute plates for motivation
February 10, 2025 at 12:06 AM
my family keeps telling me i gained weight and they keep saying stuff when i eat like how they did back then and i completely forgot how they used to treat me and its just making me feel worse .. like i was eating Yogurt and my dad said sum like.. but when i weighed less and ate fast food.. no words
January 27, 2025 at 12:57 PM
yall i rlly dont know what to do ive been in this binge cycle since oct and ive gained almost up to my hw 😔 idk how to lock in again its so hard i used to be so good at this
January 27, 2025 at 12:55 PM
OMG YALL I THINK I BINGED TO MY HW???? im going insane. i literally start school soon after a whole freaking yr of not going and the whole reason i didnt go back to school earlier was to focus on my ed and now that was useless #edsky #caterpillarsky
January 26, 2025 at 3:20 PM
omg its been a Min hey yall
January 19, 2025 at 1:28 PM
yall i literally hadnt purged (by throwing up) since like before oct i believe but today i did and my head hurts so bad and i didnt even do it to get rid of cals or anything i just hated the feeling of food in my body and its like girl just dont eat then but im WEAKKKK and i always give in
January 6, 2025 at 7:19 AM
Reposted by mary
Ive been gaining and losing the same 10 lbs for 3 months 😁 im gonna kns #edsky
January 6, 2025 at 5:37 AM
its Horrid having to lose what u already lost #edsky #caterpillarsky
December 27, 2024 at 11:27 PM
i miss my lw and its 15 lbs away are u so serious.. its crazy how it only took oct-dec for me to gain 15 lbs like what is wrong with me thats 5 lbs a month that i couldve been losing.. #edsky #caterpillarsky
December 27, 2024 at 11:26 PM
yall lowkey i havent cu t in a minute cuz ive been to scared to since i got caught but i literally had bought a 100 pack of blades before that and now i have 100 blades for no reasons idk what to do
December 27, 2024 at 11:16 PM
I NEED MOOTS PLZZZ #edsky #shedsky
December 27, 2024 at 11:14 PM
Ok ive been adjusting to switching houses cuz yk different food here.. so im just trying to figure out how to get my protein in for low cal and me and my dad agreed that i can get $60 a week for groceries for myself so Bless up❤️‍🔥
December 27, 2024 at 11:14 PM
changed it to my real name.. maybe i should change it back
December 19, 2024 at 5:48 AM
Omg and also almost everyone from my elementary and ms goes to that hs.. theyve seen me at my worst and i wouldnt be able to get a fresh start like Yall dont know how bad i was back then… so cringey but also a couple of my friends/old friends since elementary go there too
December 18, 2024 at 5:54 AM
GUYS IM SO SCARED IM GOING BACK TO IRL SCHOOL AND ONE OF MY SCHOOL FRIENDS FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL SAID I SHOULD GO TO HER SCHOOL AND I WAS SUPPOSED 2 GO 2 THAT SCHOOL WHEN I STARTED HS BUT NEVER DID THEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO SWITCH THERE THIS YR BUT IM PROBABLY NOT GONNA GO THERE CUZ I LIVE SO FAR AWAY THE
December 18, 2024 at 5:51 AM
yall i literally got my period today and the period hunger got to me and i ate all my cals before 3 pm but i havent eaten since and im not hungry in any way so were Good .. and i slept late last night and woke up early today so hopefully ill fall asleep early
December 18, 2024 at 3:07 AM
accountability thread🧵🪡
#edsky
December 18, 2024 at 12:28 AM
i made “Canes” at Home and a lower cal sauce too it was kinda good and it was a lot so now im full but i barely got peotein in so i Must drink a peotein shake 😝
December 17, 2024 at 2:45 AM
yall Ik this looks kinda sad but it was So bomb.. I love alfredo but i think i added a little too much garlic next time ill just add a tsp instead of 2
December 16, 2024 at 9:04 AM
Is it bad that i know 1200 is a little and its less than what i was eating in my binge cycle but i still feel like its too much.. Like i shouldnt even be saying this considering i was downing more than that almost daily for a couple months but i just feel like im not gonna lose enough
December 16, 2024 at 6:06 AM
got 60+ grams of protein today 🔥 and we at 1200 cals bless UPPP❤️‍🔥
December 16, 2024 at 6:03 AM
ednos is so Crazy.. one week im biggy betty the next im queen ana #edsky
December 15, 2024 at 10:11 AM
I SHIT 3+ TIMES TODAY WITHOUT LAX?? #edsky
December 15, 2024 at 10:08 AM
why is it so hard to find low cal high protein meals that Arent chicken
December 15, 2024 at 6:41 AM
and my dad said tomorrow we can go grocery shopping but i really dont want to leave the house i look so disgusting and i cant stop crying i hate myself so much i hate this stupid disorder i just want to be gone i hate this so much
December 15, 2024 at 4:27 AM