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Unpacking my fatphobia. UK28+chronic low back pain. Now use rollator. For YEARS blamed self: "I am fat=I hurt=I'm bad"😣
Noticed fatter persons walking, unaided. Stunned, world is FULL of fats NOT in pain. 🤯
So if fat≠pain, maybe pain="15yrs lugging books, & not lifting w/knees coz hypermobile?" 🤔
Noticed fatter persons walking, unaided. Stunned, world is FULL of fats NOT in pain. 🤯
So if fat≠pain, maybe pain="15yrs lugging books, & not lifting w/knees coz hypermobile?" 🤔
February 7, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Unpacking my fatphobia. UK28+chronic low back pain. Now use rollator. For YEARS blamed self: "I am fat=I hurt=I'm bad"😣
Noticed fatter persons walking, unaided. Stunned, world is FULL of fats NOT in pain. 🤯
So if fat≠pain, maybe pain="15yrs lugging books, & not lifting w/knees coz hypermobile?" 🤔
Noticed fatter persons walking, unaided. Stunned, world is FULL of fats NOT in pain. 🤯
So if fat≠pain, maybe pain="15yrs lugging books, & not lifting w/knees coz hypermobile?" 🤔
Earlier today, I heard Meatloaf's "Bat Out of Hell," and it reminded me of a blissful time as a teenager... that song, full blast, empty hall, me spinning as fast as I could... arms flung out or tucked in as I saw fit... utterly free 😌
February 4, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Earlier today, I heard Meatloaf's "Bat Out of Hell," and it reminded me of a blissful time as a teenager... that song, full blast, empty hall, me spinning as fast as I could... arms flung out or tucked in as I saw fit... utterly free 😌
I dislike the word "gut"
It's too visceral 😐
It's too visceral 😐
February 4, 2025 at 8:20 AM
I dislike the word "gut"
It's too visceral 😐
It's too visceral 😐
Shit. Forgot to take my sertraline today.
*engages in miserable reaping*
*engages in miserable reaping*
February 3, 2025 at 6:25 PM
Shit. Forgot to take my sertraline today.
*engages in miserable reaping*
*engages in miserable reaping*
The mother and baby are my granny and my mum. The toddler is my aunt. I've no idea who the other two are but the one in the black cossie LOOKS LIKE ME. It's uncanny 😬
February 3, 2025 at 12:30 PM
The mother and baby are my granny and my mum. The toddler is my aunt. I've no idea who the other two are but the one in the black cossie LOOKS LIKE ME. It's uncanny 😬
Waiting mode sucks
January 31, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Waiting mode sucks
Pretties prettying
Morning gold-light
Spring soon plz?
Kthxbai 🙏🏻
Morning gold-light
Spring soon plz?
Kthxbai 🙏🏻
January 29, 2025 at 11:49 PM
Pretties prettying
Morning gold-light
Spring soon plz?
Kthxbai 🙏🏻
Morning gold-light
Spring soon plz?
Kthxbai 🙏🏻
Bones in the Ocean Community Project | The Longest Johns
YouTube video by The Longest Johns
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January 29, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Today is brought to you by disassociation 😐
January 29, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Today is brought to you by disassociation 😐
For international lego day... a reminder to self that I must get round to framing this collection before *next* international lego day 😅
January 28, 2025 at 7:02 PM
For international lego day... a reminder to self that I must get round to framing this collection before *next* international lego day 😅
A birthday cake I made for a very dear friend of mine 💚
January 25, 2025 at 3:29 PM
A birthday cake I made for a very dear friend of mine 💚
Mormons have turned up at our door. Harry is talking their ears off. I'm just out of sight, eating metaphorical popcorn 🍿😈😂
January 24, 2025 at 10:58 AM
Mormons have turned up at our door. Harry is talking their ears off. I'm just out of sight, eating metaphorical popcorn 🍿😈😂
This one drew upon the last piece. An exploration of that outrageous concept of loving one's self despite inhabiting a body that is all too often considered socially unacceptable. Four years have passed... and I am still trying to internalise this. Ink and watercolour, Nov 2020
#HappyFat
#HappyFat
January 22, 2025 at 10:49 PM
This one drew upon the last piece. An exploration of that outrageous concept of loving one's self despite inhabiting a body that is all too often considered socially unacceptable. Four years have passed... and I am still trying to internalise this. Ink and watercolour, Nov 2020
#HappyFat
#HappyFat
I'm British and automatically read this as The Victoria and Albert Museum (known colloquially as the VA). I got excited for a whole nanosecond about the VA's upcoming trans/non-binary fashion exhibit... then reality smacked me in the face. *sigh*
Stay safe folks 😔
Stay safe folks 😔
January 22, 2025 at 7:05 PM
I'm British and automatically read this as The Victoria and Albert Museum (known colloquially as the VA). I got excited for a whole nanosecond about the VA's upcoming trans/non-binary fashion exhibit... then reality smacked me in the face. *sigh*
Stay safe folks 😔
Stay safe folks 😔
Never thought I'd ever be giving Sauron a manicure... but here I am, pampering the dark lord 🤷
#vagueposting
#vagueposting
January 21, 2025 at 4:00 PM
Never thought I'd ever be giving Sauron a manicure... but here I am, pampering the dark lord 🤷
#vagueposting
#vagueposting
This is just scary
January 21, 2025 at 12:32 PM
This is just scary
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Well it’s certainly not good that they’ve begun the Nazi salutes already…
January 20, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Well it’s certainly not good that they’ve begun the Nazi salutes already…
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Wants the precious!
Wants the precious!
Cures What Ails Ya - Blue/Green Splatter Vinyl -
Cures What Ails Ya features vibrant blue green splatter vinyl with tracks like Hoist Up The Thing and Ashes, ideal for collectors and music enthusiasts.
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January 20, 2025 at 5:09 PM
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Wants the precious!
Wants the precious!
In 2020, I was sent on a "Coping With Mental Health" course. Six weeks of faintly belittling humdrum... apart from the one session on Art Therapy. I came alive during that hour, and I had felt dead inside for far too long. This was my renaissance.
Pebble painted with Pebeo ceramic paints.
Pebble painted with Pebeo ceramic paints.
January 19, 2025 at 8:57 PM
In 2020, I was sent on a "Coping With Mental Health" course. Six weeks of faintly belittling humdrum... apart from the one session on Art Therapy. I came alive during that hour, and I had felt dead inside for far too long. This was my renaissance.
Pebble painted with Pebeo ceramic paints.
Pebble painted with Pebeo ceramic paints.
Since I might be dumping Instagram, I'm going to upload some of my art on here. Prepare for spam spam spam loverly spaaaam
January 19, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Since I might be dumping Instagram, I'm going to upload some of my art on here. Prepare for spam spam spam loverly spaaaam
When in doubt... do the dishes 🙄😏
January 17, 2025 at 5:23 PM
When in doubt... do the dishes 🙄😏
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I just finished the audiobook of The Examiner by Janice Hallett. IT WAS AMAZING 😱
January 17, 2025 at 10:50 AM
I just finished the audiobook of The Examiner by Janice Hallett. IT WAS AMAZING 😱
Some days, the wrong "you" wakes up.
January 17, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Some days, the wrong "you" wakes up.