idk,,, this rant is a little haphazard but it's just stuff i've been thinking about. i probably sound like a sad sack but the fact that i'm posting this means i'm getting back on track 🙂 world sucks and i am just a tired little doggy

on top of that i picked up extra shifts at my job, which is good! but it leaves me in a weird spot for commissions. i like doing them a lot, but it needs to be worth my effort, and i don't feel happy enough with my art to bump my prices up at the moment

i keep meaning to post the ychs from may (which i think turned out great!!) but every time i go to do it, i just feel like "what's the point!!!" idk. i'll do it soon

can't help but feel like i had so much steam earlier in the year. i wanted to be consistent and disciplined. and it's all gone now!! i retreat back into my cave and wallow at shit i can't control and ignore the shit i CAN control.

oughh cute mouse guy 🥺