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sleepy4ever.bsky.social
stupid pathetic cat!
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4/15/26
♪ "Forever trusting who we are // And nothing else matters"
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hi im sleepy! but also probably in a depressive episode rn :c
heres ur starter guide:

vaguepost: often
random lyrics: often
hornyposting: less often cuz i got an alt 4 that
fear: common
suicidal ideation: common
sh: common

kittyposting and typing quirks are less common here so beware
i'm still me
morals shouldn't have aesthetic criteria
December 9, 2025 at 1:42 AM
the distractions aint workin kitties its so over
December 9, 2025 at 1:25 AM
i don't quite like thinking yknow
December 9, 2025 at 1:02 AM
my head is the opposite of empty
too full
too many thoughts
about too many things

i don't wanna think
i don't wanna experience
i don't wanna feel

i wish i could stop thinking forever
no more thoughts
just a pile of flesh and bone
nothing more

that'd be nice
December 9, 2025 at 12:55 AM
really been thinking abt the purpose we serve in life
why are we as humans given the ability to think beyond ourselves?
surely we're not the only beings with relative intelligence way beyond other beings
what are we expected to do with this?
is this a gift from the universe?
December 9, 2025 at 12:49 AM
the universe is indifferent to human desire
but if it hated us, we'd all be dead

clearly we dont matter enough to murder outright
December 9, 2025 at 12:29 AM
NOTHING IS WORTH IT!
December 9, 2025 at 12:15 AM
kinda! worried!
December 8, 2025 at 11:26 PM
@ s0m3 p0|n+ u'11 h4v3 2 l3+ |+ g0!!!!
December 8, 2025 at 11:25 PM
wallow
December 8, 2025 at 10:51 PM
makelekit načuzimsnya
December 8, 2025 at 10:49 PM
yeah
the episodes back
cool :'D
December 8, 2025 at 9:26 PM
"The heart is willing, but the body must rest, lest you squander one of the lords creations."
December 8, 2025 at 8:04 PM
everything is going both too fast and too slow
the days go by so slow
but whatdyou mean i came back 2 bsky 8 days ago
that
feels so long ago
December 8, 2025 at 7:29 PM
if i'm not actively distracting myself it all comes crashing down instantly

the second i close a game
the second i alt-tab to respond to discord messagesa
the second i take a sip of water

i think the episodes are back
no guarantees but i just think it's here
December 8, 2025 at 6:39 PM
god
first major family death and i'm experiencing shit like this

when it's one of my parents i might just kms 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
December 8, 2025 at 4:35 AM
i know i couldn't have done anything
why do i feel guilty
December 8, 2025 at 4:20 AM
i think i'm too empathetic
i barely knew the guy
but the thought of just how much pain they're going thru

kinda fucking me up ngl
December 8, 2025 at 4:06 AM
when i die
it better not be in a car crash

cuz think about it
there are so many ways to die
car crashed are one of the much more preventable ones
and probably painful
December 8, 2025 at 4:03 AM
guess whos uncle just died in a car accident
December 8, 2025 at 1:54 AM
i really hope they get the message
December 7, 2025 at 11:51 PM
December 7, 2025 at 10:16 PM
ITS ALL IN MY HEAD‼️🗣️📢📣🔊🔥💥
December 7, 2025 at 4:52 AM
a vague sense of worry
all over nothing of course
December 5, 2025 at 8:03 PM
tfw most of ur irl friends are all as depressed as u so u feel like talking 2 them abt ur mental health will make theirs worse
December 5, 2025 at 3:29 AM