ཐི⋆Sarab⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺
@skepticskel.bsky.social
+18 , MDNI, disordered vent account.
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﹫𓏲⠀Sarab⠀. . .
⠀he / she / them … any pron
⠀⠀college freshman⠀𝜗𓏲 #edsky / #caterpillarsky
・console games, art, comics
・┈ loser overachiever
・┈┈ gw: 49kg ☑️
・┈┈┈ ugw: 45kg (100lbs)
╰╮ ✦ other : non edsky DNI, this is a vent account, sorry if i end up on your feed …
⎯⎯⎯⎯ ・ ✧・ ⎯⎯⎯⎯
﹫𓏲⠀Sarab⠀. . .
⠀he / she / them … any pron
⠀⠀college freshman⠀𝜗𓏲 #edsky / #caterpillarsky
・console games, art, comics
・┈ loser overachiever
・┈┈ gw: 49kg ☑️
・┈┈┈ ugw: 45kg (100lbs)
╰╮ ✦ other : non edsky DNI, this is a vent account, sorry if i end up on your feed …
⎯⎯⎯⎯ ・ ✧・ ⎯⎯⎯⎯
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Abe day. I wasn’t able to do all I could because my abs are so weak. Got nauseous midway. But nevertheless, it’s something.
May 31, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Abe day. I wasn’t able to do all I could because my abs are so weak. Got nauseous midway. But nevertheless, it’s something.
Thankgod workers are sometimes understanding. I always change my order last second whenever I’m anywhere outside. I’d be like “I’d love some avocado toast rn” and then panic inside IMMEDIATELY after telling the cashier.
Walk to my table. Walk back. Ask to change. They were understanding
Walk to my table. Walk back. Ask to change. They were understanding
May 31, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Thankgod workers are sometimes understanding. I always change my order last second whenever I’m anywhere outside. I’d be like “I’d love some avocado toast rn” and then panic inside IMMEDIATELY after telling the cashier.
Walk to my table. Walk back. Ask to change. They were understanding
Walk to my table. Walk back. Ask to change. They were understanding
I thought I was getting better.
No. No you weren’t. You found replacements for the people you missed and made the same mistakes.
You found another way to punish yourself for the memories that keep you awake at night.
And your age has new numbers. Yet you haven’t healed yet.
How do I heal?
No. No you weren’t. You found replacements for the people you missed and made the same mistakes.
You found another way to punish yourself for the memories that keep you awake at night.
And your age has new numbers. Yet you haven’t healed yet.
How do I heal?
May 26, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I thought I was getting better.
No. No you weren’t. You found replacements for the people you missed and made the same mistakes.
You found another way to punish yourself for the memories that keep you awake at night.
And your age has new numbers. Yet you haven’t healed yet.
How do I heal?
No. No you weren’t. You found replacements for the people you missed and made the same mistakes.
You found another way to punish yourself for the memories that keep you awake at night.
And your age has new numbers. Yet you haven’t healed yet.
How do I heal?
I’m eating more than I should lately but I’m also working out a lot more. It leads to binges quite a lot easier when I restrict AND workout.
But my body doesn’t look necessarily bad. tbh I’m losing all sense of how I look like and what I want to be.
But my body doesn’t look necessarily bad. tbh I’m losing all sense of how I look like and what I want to be.
May 26, 2025 at 10:48 AM
I’m eating more than I should lately but I’m also working out a lot more. It leads to binges quite a lot easier when I restrict AND workout.
But my body doesn’t look necessarily bad. tbh I’m losing all sense of how I look like and what I want to be.
But my body doesn’t look necessarily bad. tbh I’m losing all sense of how I look like and what I want to be.
Holy shit am I broken. A big part of me is Just a cripplingly anxious kid beyond repair. Broke once and just doesn’t get fixed.
another part of me picks him up and lets him tag along, everyday, every waking moment of my life. What else am I supposed to do with him?
I can’t just leave him.
another part of me picks him up and lets him tag along, everyday, every waking moment of my life. What else am I supposed to do with him?
I can’t just leave him.
May 26, 2025 at 7:33 AM
Holy shit am I broken. A big part of me is Just a cripplingly anxious kid beyond repair. Broke once and just doesn’t get fixed.
another part of me picks him up and lets him tag along, everyday, every waking moment of my life. What else am I supposed to do with him?
I can’t just leave him.
another part of me picks him up and lets him tag along, everyday, every waking moment of my life. What else am I supposed to do with him?
I can’t just leave him.
With how much cardio I did, around 500-600 kcals shoulda been burnt with the after effects and all. I just hope its enough. My bloat is definitely nearly gone.
May 18, 2025 at 9:11 PM
With how much cardio I did, around 500-600 kcals shoulda been burnt with the after effects and all. I just hope its enough. My bloat is definitely nearly gone.
mania is going to the gym on a finals night because im so fucking insane about purging those cals I literally couldnt do anything else.
May 18, 2025 at 3:08 PM
mania is going to the gym on a finals night because im so fucking insane about purging those cals I literally couldnt do anything else.
I got so stressed I binged and I binged and I binged and I binged and I want to cry but fucking hell please let this week end so I can stop stress eating please God
May 18, 2025 at 12:41 PM
I got so stressed I binged and I binged and I binged and I binged and I want to cry but fucking hell please let this week end so I can stop stress eating please God
Yesterday I had this and it was so delicious
May 18, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Yesterday I had this and it was so delicious
Finals are back and I gained a little… It makes me very upset to not be a person who stops eating when they’re stressed.
Anyway. It’s gonna be a “pretend” day. I’m gonna try to pretend I’m one of those people for as long as I can. I already had a good breakfast, so it shouldn’t be hard to hold out
Anyway. It’s gonna be a “pretend” day. I’m gonna try to pretend I’m one of those people for as long as I can. I already had a good breakfast, so it shouldn’t be hard to hold out
May 18, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Finals are back and I gained a little… It makes me very upset to not be a person who stops eating when they’re stressed.
Anyway. It’s gonna be a “pretend” day. I’m gonna try to pretend I’m one of those people for as long as I can. I already had a good breakfast, so it shouldn’t be hard to hold out
Anyway. It’s gonna be a “pretend” day. I’m gonna try to pretend I’m one of those people for as long as I can. I already had a good breakfast, so it shouldn’t be hard to hold out
Except I just discovered they’re high in insoluble fiber so… limiting them to max 2 per day and on empty stomach solely.
May 11, 2025 at 9:01 AM
Except I just discovered they’re high in insoluble fiber so… limiting them to max 2 per day and on empty stomach solely.
Boy dinner (its afternoon)
First time trying these corn cakes. They’re actually pretty damn good.
Last time I tried rice cakes made of oats and brown rice they gave me the worst stomachache of my life.
I’m hoping these which are made of 100% corn and gluten free to be better🙏🏼
First time trying these corn cakes. They’re actually pretty damn good.
Last time I tried rice cakes made of oats and brown rice they gave me the worst stomachache of my life.
I’m hoping these which are made of 100% corn and gluten free to be better🙏🏼
May 11, 2025 at 8:49 AM
Boy dinner (its afternoon)
First time trying these corn cakes. They’re actually pretty damn good.
Last time I tried rice cakes made of oats and brown rice they gave me the worst stomachache of my life.
I’m hoping these which are made of 100% corn and gluten free to be better🙏🏼
First time trying these corn cakes. They’re actually pretty damn good.
Last time I tried rice cakes made of oats and brown rice they gave me the worst stomachache of my life.
I’m hoping these which are made of 100% corn and gluten free to be better🙏🏼
i feel extremely fuckin sick and i have finals. this always happens
May 10, 2025 at 11:28 AM
i feel extremely fuckin sick and i have finals. this always happens
never drink energy drinks without staying hydrated. For the love of god. Why am I only discovering this now at my big ass age
May 10, 2025 at 11:03 AM
never drink energy drinks without staying hydrated. For the love of god. Why am I only discovering this now at my big ass age
ended up eating the yolk bc so creamy and warm and delish and i feel like im ruining my gut health if i drink a monster on a completely empty stomach haha
May 10, 2025 at 9:42 AM
ended up eating the yolk bc so creamy and warm and delish and i feel like im ruining my gut health if i drink a monster on a completely empty stomach haha
with or without yolk ?
May 10, 2025 at 9:29 AM
with or without yolk ?
Go hungry go hungry go hungry again go hungry go hungry already god fucking dammit
April 27, 2025 at 11:45 AM
Go hungry go hungry go hungry again go hungry go hungry already god fucking dammit
I do so well, something goes out of plan and I binge…
I could make it an omad but god… that would be hell to stand through tomorrow.
I don’t wanna get into a binge restrict cycle. God no. Sigh. I just fucked up once in a real long while, I’ll make up for it. I will
I could make it an omad but god… that would be hell to stand through tomorrow.
I don’t wanna get into a binge restrict cycle. God no. Sigh. I just fucked up once in a real long while, I’ll make up for it. I will
April 27, 2025 at 1:44 AM
I do so well, something goes out of plan and I binge…
I could make it an omad but god… that would be hell to stand through tomorrow.
I don’t wanna get into a binge restrict cycle. God no. Sigh. I just fucked up once in a real long while, I’ll make up for it. I will
I could make it an omad but god… that would be hell to stand through tomorrow.
I don’t wanna get into a binge restrict cycle. God no. Sigh. I just fucked up once in a real long while, I’ll make up for it. I will
Daily reminder to not give guys the benefit of the doubt. Just don’t. They will take it personally but then you’ll know it wasn’t a man, it was a boy
April 26, 2025 at 9:51 AM
Daily reminder to not give guys the benefit of the doubt. Just don’t. They will take it personally but then you’ll know it wasn’t a man, it was a boy
Ik these ppl are talking about being high but honestly every time i reach this phase of sleep I always think its probably as close as I’ll get to being high.
It feels so comforting and good. I love keeping myself awake until I’m fighting to stay conscious just to feel that in between
It feels so comforting and good. I love keeping myself awake until I’m fighting to stay conscious just to feel that in between
I always chase this specific feeling of being in between the waking world and the dream world, its the best.
April 25, 2025 at 10:14 PM
Ik these ppl are talking about being high but honestly every time i reach this phase of sleep I always think its probably as close as I’ll get to being high.
It feels so comforting and good. I love keeping myself awake until I’m fighting to stay conscious just to feel that in between
It feels so comforting and good. I love keeping myself awake until I’m fighting to stay conscious just to feel that in between
I succeeded ^^ Will go to sleep soon, and I would like to thank Monster energy and zero cal sparkling drinks
for sure, Only ate bluebs for a post nap snack :3 I think I’m still around 800-900kcal so it’s fine, that’s still a deficit, will do my best to hang on until tomorrow o7
April 25, 2025 at 10:08 PM
I succeeded ^^ Will go to sleep soon, and I would like to thank Monster energy and zero cal sparkling drinks
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Hunger is okay; hunger is safe 🙏🙏
April 25, 2025 at 9:11 AM
Hunger is okay; hunger is safe 🙏🙏
Weighed in, Lost weight, had a 800+kcal breakfast…
guess it’s an omad type of day
guess it’s an omad type of day
a man wearing a black jacket and gold chains smiles while sitting on a white chair .
ALT: a man wearing a black jacket and gold chains smiles while sitting on a white chair .
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April 25, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Weighed in, Lost weight, had a 800+kcal breakfast…
guess it’s an omad type of day
guess it’s an omad type of day
I am the most fruit loving disordered fucker out there
April 24, 2025 at 8:54 AM
I am the most fruit loving disordered fucker out there