@shadowislewd.bsky.social
Life's falling apart. Boyfriend broke up with me and all my masking techniques are gone.
Please standby
Please standby
Some days are better than others. Idk what I'm doing. I think I'm doing the right thing but I'm so stressed. I'm scared. I'm trying to be a good dragon...
November 18, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Some days are better than others. Idk what I'm doing. I think I'm doing the right thing but I'm so stressed. I'm scared. I'm trying to be a good dragon...
I wish I could smell the roses but it's time to get back to work. I'll be back soon.
November 9, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I wish I could smell the roses but it's time to get back to work. I'll be back soon.
More screaming into the void. I'm not really getting better but I'm trying. The panic attacks and paranoia is getting worse. It's affecting my work too. I want it to end man. Why fucking me... I'm so tired..
October 29, 2025 at 1:12 AM
More screaming into the void. I'm not really getting better but I'm trying. The panic attacks and paranoia is getting worse. It's affecting my work too. I want it to end man. Why fucking me... I'm so tired..
I've lost 23 pounds in a month.
October 19, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I've lost 23 pounds in a month.
Love isn't easy. That's why I wanted to try stuff. You mean a lot to me. I'm finding out how much you meant to me... I'm around so many people and yet I feel alone.
Come back fox... I need you.
I want a forever fox. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss you... So much.. goodbye y'all.
Come back fox... I need you.
I want a forever fox. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss you... So much.. goodbye y'all.
October 19, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Love isn't easy. That's why I wanted to try stuff. You mean a lot to me. I'm finding out how much you meant to me... I'm around so many people and yet I feel alone.
Come back fox... I need you.
I want a forever fox. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss you... So much.. goodbye y'all.
Come back fox... I need you.
I want a forever fox. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss you... So much.. goodbye y'all.
All I'm gonna do is stress you out further... Fox I wanna make it work. I'm just so scared you don't... And you don't want me to hurt me more. I want closure but idk if it's what I want.
I'm so broken and idk if I can do this shit without you. You became so much to me and now it's gone. Love hurts
I'm so broken and idk if I can do this shit without you. You became so much to me and now it's gone. Love hurts
October 19, 2025 at 12:58 PM
All I'm gonna do is stress you out further... Fox I wanna make it work. I'm just so scared you don't... And you don't want me to hurt me more. I want closure but idk if it's what I want.
I'm so broken and idk if I can do this shit without you. You became so much to me and now it's gone. Love hurts
I'm so broken and idk if I can do this shit without you. You became so much to me and now it's gone. Love hurts
My entire life feels like it's collapsing in. I loved someone too much... He became a big part of me. I just didn't say I loved you enough. I wish I had. Fox there's nothing more in this world than what I wanna do for you. I want you back so fucking badly but I feel like you're gone.
October 19, 2025 at 12:56 PM
My entire life feels like it's collapsing in. I loved someone too much... He became a big part of me. I just didn't say I loved you enough. I wish I had. Fox there's nothing more in this world than what I wanna do for you. I want you back so fucking badly but I feel like you're gone.
You left me for reasons... I don't know all of the reasons but the ones I do know I'm trying so hard to change. I know you're working on a list. But what if it's not enough? Idk man. I want to build something with you again. I truly do. Even with all this pain this has caused. My feeling's are there
October 19, 2025 at 12:54 PM
You left me for reasons... I don't know all of the reasons but the ones I do know I'm trying so hard to change. I know you're working on a list. But what if it's not enough? Idk man. I want to build something with you again. I truly do. Even with all this pain this has caused. My feeling's are there
You want space I know.. I'm trying. This is the hardest thing I've ever fucking done. I think about you constantly. At heb when the sample people were out I turned to tell you.. You weren't there. I have so many things I want to tell you but I can't. I need to be strong. I'm so tired fox. I'm scared
October 19, 2025 at 12:51 PM
You want space I know.. I'm trying. This is the hardest thing I've ever fucking done. I think about you constantly. At heb when the sample people were out I turned to tell you.. You weren't there. I have so many things I want to tell you but I can't. I need to be strong. I'm so tired fox. I'm scared
I fight so hard and it's not gonna be enough I think. You are gone and I'm gonna be stuck loving someone who can't love me.. I'm scared. I wish I had started therapy sooner. Maybe I wouldn't have blown shit up. I'm a stupid dragon who doesn't know what to do. I just want you here with me so badly.
October 19, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I fight so hard and it's not gonna be enough I think. You are gone and I'm gonna be stuck loving someone who can't love me.. I'm scared. I wish I had started therapy sooner. Maybe I wouldn't have blown shit up. I'm a stupid dragon who doesn't know what to do. I just want you here with me so badly.
It's killing me fox..idk what to do because I fucked it all up. You started to warm up to the idea of me changing and fixing things.... And then I broke down at afci. I should have been strong but all my masking hasn't been working. I'm so fucking scared.
October 19, 2025 at 12:47 PM
It's killing me fox..idk what to do because I fucked it all up. You started to warm up to the idea of me changing and fixing things.... And then I broke down at afci. I should have been strong but all my masking hasn't been working. I'm so fucking scared.
I wake up with panic attacks and racing thoughts. I just wish we could spend time together again like we use to. Your laugh and smile made me so fucking happy. I was happy for awhile. I found a forever fox... But I wasn't a forever dragon for you. My thoughts are just constantly about you...
October 19, 2025 at 12:45 PM
I wake up with panic attacks and racing thoughts. I just wish we could spend time together again like we use to. Your laugh and smile made me so fucking happy. I was happy for awhile. I found a forever fox... But I wasn't a forever dragon for you. My thoughts are just constantly about you...
I can scream here cause one super close person uses this app. I'm constantly thinking about what I could have done. I want him back so fucking badly but I feel like I blew it at acfi. I got emotional and broke down. It hurt him. I just want my fox back so fucking badly I feel like I lost you forever
October 19, 2025 at 12:42 PM
I can scream here cause one super close person uses this app. I'm constantly thinking about what I could have done. I want him back so fucking badly but I feel like I blew it at acfi. I got emotional and broke down. It hurt him. I just want my fox back so fucking badly I feel like I lost you forever
The wall grows
October 14, 2025 at 10:08 PM
The wall grows
I'm losing my grip on reality. If I disappear I'm sorry. This roller coaster of life is killing me. I can't keep it together for much longer. I miss him so much. I'm tired of fighting so hard for what?
October 3, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I'm losing my grip on reality. If I disappear I'm sorry. This roller coaster of life is killing me. I can't keep it together for much longer. I miss him so much. I'm tired of fighting so hard for what?
Thinking about you ;3
June 16, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Thinking about you ;3
Anyone wanna help me clean up?
June 15, 2025 at 11:54 PM
Anyone wanna help me clean up?
I need some hole to pound
May 17, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I need some hole to pound
Who's gonna be at tff?
April 8, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Who's gonna be at tff?
I'm tired boss lol
February 28, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I'm tired boss lol
Sorry I've been MIA again... Trying to make things better for myself. That just involves spending my entire waking day working.
I can rest soon I hope but fuckkkkk I'm tired. I started a business and am working 55 hours a week at my day job.
My horny has been off and on because of stress. BRB ;3
I can rest soon I hope but fuckkkkk I'm tired. I started a business and am working 55 hours a week at my day job.
My horny has been off and on because of stress. BRB ;3
February 28, 2025 at 2:11 AM
Sorry I've been MIA again... Trying to make things better for myself. That just involves spending my entire waking day working.
I can rest soon I hope but fuckkkkk I'm tired. I started a business and am working 55 hours a week at my day job.
My horny has been off and on because of stress. BRB ;3
I can rest soon I hope but fuckkkkk I'm tired. I started a business and am working 55 hours a week at my day job.
My horny has been off and on because of stress. BRB ;3
Sorry I quit using Twitter. I try not to support the products of a fascist.
February 13, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Sorry I quit using Twitter. I try not to support the products of a fascist.
What y'all wanna see from me?
January 14, 2025 at 12:18 PM
What y'all wanna see from me?
I've been MIA again. Little life update, working 50 plus hours a week at my day job and boot strapping a company.
December 21, 2024 at 3:31 PM
I've been MIA again. Little life update, working 50 plus hours a week at my day job and boot strapping a company.
Just paid all my bills, time to spend money like a reckless dragon I am.
November 29, 2024 at 4:58 PM
Just paid all my bills, time to spend money like a reckless dragon I am.