I hope you're taking care of yourself Maxine. Sending comforts.

Hi Rei, I just wanted to send my love and support to you here. I am so, so sorry they treated you so horribly. Hang in there, take care.

I guess I'm putting this out there as an example of their pattern of behavior. There's a lot I haven't shuffled into place yet. Head kinda feels full of bees.
Shit hurts a lot and I feel like an idiot for giving them so much of my time.
Been a real raw deal of a year.

disregard for my masc-genderfluidity. Lots of other behaviors in the docs lined up with my experiences. I just don't wanna formally consider myself a victim, as, again, I was on the periphery, and their harm to others was far more significant, possibly criminal.

I'm not very clear headed about it, and certainly too embarrassed to talk about details (considering I am an adult and I shouldn't have been such a gullible dumbass), but man. Discussions only moving when I went along with flirting, coldness when the topic wasn't horny in nature, pics I didn't want,

Of course there are instances where that dynamic can be navigated safely, but if I'm honest, I'm just currently struggling to process the "friendship" Shayy offered me. I think we as creators need to understand the responsibility of having an audience, and those boundaries are one of them.

I'm so sorry Cibles. I am so sorry you were put through this. This is horrific.

And if they offer you friendship, just no. nope. no. they are performers, they are not your friends.

I'm just so fucking angry about all the people they hurt. Like, do not come back ever.