Bad news: since I'm technically still doing really well I get to start the next part of recovery...which involves more of that painful as all hell stretching...

.....hooray......
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well besides all this, I got a nice, random surprise yesterday. decided to treat myself a bit today.

im kinda debating on if I want to buy the dlc now...

(update ended up being a bit longer than I thought my bad...)

I already knew recovery was gonna be a long and slow process. I just hope things didn't get set back or anything cause of what happened. my shoulder feels fine now. it's sore like I've been exercising it a lot. there is one kinda small worry but I'll take my meds and see what happens afterwards..

I have about a week to kinda "push it" and see if I can get my shoulder loosened up so we can try to move on to the next steps but...idk now I'm worried. I'm wondering if I missed a step or something before. Or if I should've done more. also I hope that crunch wasn't anything bad...

my therapist was a bit concerned cause I seemed to be doing really well with recovery and all, but then...this. hopefully it's just cause the weather is getting hella cold but I guess I'll find out tomorrow. I'm trying not to let it get to me cause dammit I thought I was getting better...

while I did do well with the mini exam, that stretching shit hurt like HELL. At one point we had to stop cause I legit felt and heard what sounded like a crunch in my shoulder followed by tingling down my arm. it went away after a while but now I have to talk to my doc about it tomorrow...

anyway, trying to doodle some more stupid sketches. might post em later if I don't forget...

long story short: low key kinda miss playing games with friends. not just d2.