Michael Scholtes
scholtes.bsky.social
Michael Scholtes
@scholtes.bsky.social
Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps my…
Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide
It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps my anxiety from 0-60 in a fraction of a second. And yet, somehow I got through it, less anxious than I expected.
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November 15, 2025 at 9:43 PM
Spotting Book Review Scams: My Darkwater Experience

So, I recently received an email about my book Darkwater, gushing with praise for my work. The emailer invited me to let Darkwater be a part of a book club where thousands of readers would read it and give Amazon reviews. Thousands of Amazon…
Spotting Book Review Scams: My Darkwater Experience
So, I recently received an email about my book Darkwater, gushing with praise for my work. The emailer invited me to let Darkwater be a part of a book club where thousands of readers would read it and give Amazon reviews. Thousands of Amazon reviews (at least if they're positive) is a very good thing to an author -- it can bump the book way up in the algorithm that shows potential readers and buyers books they might enjoy.
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November 12, 2025 at 2:36 AM
Labyrinth #113: Finding What’s Buried Beneath

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States,…
Labyrinth #113: Finding What’s Buried Beneath
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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October 19, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Walking Labyrinths in Community

When I walk labyrinths, I usually prefer to do it alone. It’s a private, individual experience for me. Just me and the labyrinth. And God. And my shadow side. But no other people. It feels alone, but not lonely. On those occasions when there’s someone walking…
Walking Labyrinths in Community
When I walk labyrinths, I usually prefer to do it alone. It’s a private, individual experience for me. Just me and the labyrinth. And God. And my shadow side. But no other people. It feels alone, but not lonely. On those occasions when there’s someone walking nearby, or in the vicinity, it feels strange, awkward. I feel somehow vulnerable when I’m walking a labyrinth, like that person might be judging me for doing something so odd.
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October 3, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Labyrinth #111: The Redemption of the Dark Voice

Before arriving at this labyrinth, I got a traffic citation for failing to follow New York’s “Move Over Law,” a law I hadn’t been aware of. I encourage you to read my retelling of that experience before reading the rest of this post. It provides…
Labyrinth #111: The Redemption of the Dark Voice
Before arriving at this labyrinth, I got a traffic citation for failing to follow New York’s “Move Over Law,” a law I hadn’t been aware of. I encourage you to read my retelling of that experience before reading the rest of this post. It provides vital context. After receiving that ticket, I spiraled. For the next hour, I felt miserable, heading toward suicidal.
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August 31, 2025 at 7:03 PM
A Drive Through Future Memories: From Guilt to Hope

A few weeks ago, on a Friday, I began a labyrinthine journey without knowing it. Fridays are my weekly days off, and I sometimes stay at home all day, reading, playing video games, doing a few chores. On other Fridays, I get itchy to travel, and…
A Drive Through Future Memories: From Guilt to Hope
A few weeks ago, on a Friday, I began a labyrinthine journey without knowing it. Fridays are my weekly days off, and I sometimes stay at home all day, reading, playing video games, doing a few chores. On other Fridays, I get itchy to travel, and I get in my car and just go somewhere. Some days that leads me to labyrinths.
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August 29, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Labyrinth #109: Fighting the Waves II

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and…
Labyrinth #109: Fighting the Waves II
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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August 2, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Labyrinth 108: Fighting the Waves I

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging…
Labyrinth 108: Fighting the Waves I
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 31, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Labyrinth #107: Searching for an Inner Child

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and…
Labyrinth #107: Searching for an Inner Child
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 29, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Labyrinth #106: Parenting Through the Journey

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States,…
Labyrinth #106: Parenting Through the Journey
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 27, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Labyrinth #105: Exploring Curiosity

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging…
Labyrinth #105: Exploring Curiosity
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 24, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Labyrinth #104: Reviving a Damaged Mind

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and…
Labyrinth #104: Reviving a Damaged Mind
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 22, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Labyrinth #103: A Spiritual Path of Insight and Journaling

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern…
Labyrinth #103: A Spiritual Path of Insight and Journaling
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 20, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Labyrinth #102: Feeding Your Mind Creatively

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and…
Labyrinth #102: Feeding Your Mind Creatively
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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July 19, 2025 at 5:35 PM
Mindful Eating and Mindful Reading: Feeding Body and Mind

About two months ago, I made a decision. I was very unhappy with my current weight, and I was also concerned about my blood pressure, which I couldn’t seem to get under control even with medication. So my decision was to change my diet,…
Mindful Eating and Mindful Reading: Feeding Body and Mind
About two months ago, I made a decision. I was very unhappy with my current weight, and I was also concerned about my blood pressure, which I couldn’t seem to get under control even with medication. So my decision was to change my diet, effective immediately. I’ve lost weight in the past; at least three times in my adult life, I’ve gone on a weight-loss program that helped me lose forty pounds or more.
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July 17, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Remembering Feryl: A Journey Through Depression and Hope

Dear Feryl, I can remember your funeral. I was there, and while I don’t remember many of the details, one in particular stands out. I’ve never forgotten that detail – the detail that you were there – you sang at your own funeral. You always…
Remembering Feryl: A Journey Through Depression and Hope
Dear Feryl, I can remember your funeral. I was there, and while I don’t remember many of the details, one in particular stands out. I’ve never forgotten that detail – the detail that you were there – you sang at your own funeral. You always had such a beautiful singing voice, and I remember hearing your tenor through the speakers in the church, praising God in the words of “What Wondrous Love Is This.” I think, though I’m not sure anymore, that I was the one who pressed play on the cassette that day to play it through the sound system.
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June 24, 2025 at 1:32 AM
From Grief to Authenticity: Coming Back to Writing

In my last post, I wrote about how I stopped writing publicly last November. I claimed that the initial reason was my grief at the election of Donald Trump to a second term as President. Over time, I began to feel that if I started writing again,…
From Grief to Authenticity: Coming Back to Writing
In my last post, I wrote about how I stopped writing publicly last November. I claimed that the initial reason was my grief at the election of Donald Trump to a second term as President. Over time, I began to feel that if I started writing again, that writing had to change. I began to think that I had to write like a…
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June 10, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Reflections on Grief After Trump’s Re-election: A Writer’s Struggle

When Donald Trump won the presidency for the second time, in November 2024, I grieved. I grieved because I believed that his re-election meant that white supremacy had prevailed. That transphobia and homophobia had prevailed. That…
Reflections on Grief After Trump’s Re-election: A Writer’s Struggle
When Donald Trump won the presidency for the second time, in November 2024, I grieved. I grieved because I believed that his re-election meant that white supremacy had prevailed. That transphobia and homophobia had prevailed. That Christian nationalism had prevailed. All these inhuman things. I use the word inhuman deliberately, because all these things are about dehumanizing people, taking away the…
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June 7, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Labyrinth #101: Small Labyrinth, Big Peace

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and…
Labyrinth #101: Small Labyrinth, Big Peace
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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June 5, 2025 at 8:09 PM
Labyrinth #100: Balancing Faith and Creativity

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States,…
Labyrinth #100: Balancing Faith and Creativity
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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June 3, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Labyrinth #99: Meaning through Labyrinth-Inspired Daily Rituals

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern…
Labyrinth #99: Meaning through Labyrinth-Inspired Daily Rituals
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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May 31, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Labyrinth #98: Exploring Fear and Connections

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States,…
Labyrinth #98: Exploring Fear and Connections
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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May 29, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Labyrinth #97: A Unique Design Leading to Connection

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United…
Labyrinth #97: A Unique Design Leading to Connection
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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May 27, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Labyrinth #96: Finding Freedom, Balance, Clarity

The author reflects on their two decades of walking labyrinths as spiritual tools, sharing experiences from a recent visit to a familiar labyrinth that evoked memories from 2007. They emphasize the significance of practice in personal growth,…
Labyrinth #96: Finding Freedom, Balance, Clarity
The author reflects on their two decades of walking labyrinths as spiritual tools, sharing experiences from a recent visit to a familiar labyrinth that evoked memories from 2007. They emphasize the significance of practice in personal growth, revealing insights gained from walking, exploring balance, and the process of continual learning in life and faith.
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May 24, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Labyrinth #95: How Walking Labyrinths Can Unwind Your Mind

For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern…
Labyrinth #95: How Walking Labyrinths Can Unwind Your Mind
For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the past seven years, I’ve been walking labyrinths throughout the northeastern United States, and blogging about them. To learn more about labyrinths, check out this page at the Labyrinth Society. To find labyrinths near you, try the…
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May 22, 2025 at 7:00 PM