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natalie
@scaredofcustard.bsky.social
English Lit PhD student @ UoLiverpool: contemporary trauma literature and theory, online reading communities and affects 💫 amateur internet archaeologist 🔎 writer: Refinery29, VICE, i Paper, Dazed
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dusted off my substack for the new year and started a series on perfume open.substack.com/pub/nataliej...
what does horror smell like
exploring how perfumes create fear
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yesterday I submitted my PhD thesis ✨
October 1, 2025 at 12:06 PM
institutions cannot afford... unpaid research? until that 'low quality' research becomes lucrative or impactful and then universities will gladly take credit for if it...
September 20, 2025 at 11:53 AM
I had a great time speaking to some wonderful undergrads about their work decolonising the curriculum, their enthusiasm makes for some great start of term listening ✨
New episode alert! 🚨 Host Natalie spoke to the English Department's 'Decolonising the Curriculum' group about what it means to decolonise a curriculum and the process of decolonising some of the department modules.
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September 19, 2025 at 8:36 AM
computer, play Tempest by Ethel Cain, loud enough to kill small mammals
August 11, 2025 at 9:25 AM
I loved recording this with @writedavidwrite.bsky.social, talking about my research and theorising about whether Jane Eyre would be classed as trauma fiction if it were published today.
Continuing to post our back catalogue of episodes here for any new listeners!

David chatted with fellow host Natalie Wall @scaredofcustard.bsky.social about her PhD research - trauma fiction, online reading culture, and what the hell is going on on BookTok...

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Reading Trauma and Reading Readers
The Bibliography · Episode
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August 1, 2025 at 1:01 PM
there's a spider that lives in a hole in my study that comes out when i play ethel cain
July 3, 2025 at 8:20 AM
girl not now
June 26, 2025 at 10:45 AM
I had the pleasure of interviewing @paddy-brennan.bsky.social for this episode - a really fascinating dive into food consumption and self-starvation in Irish fiction from Edna O'Brien to Sally Rooney.
As part of our transition to Bluesky from the other place we will be posting our back catalogue of episodes for any new followers!

The first is 'Food, Fasting and Irish Fiction,' with the brilliant @paddy-brennan.bsky.social from @irishinstitute.bsky.social!

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Food, Fasting and Irish Fiction
The Bibliography · Episode
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June 14, 2025 at 3:15 PM
i still think about the perfect pen i had when i was seven years old, it was a scented gel pen and its deep blood red ink smelled like cinnamon
June 9, 2025 at 11:28 AM
you search for vintage bloomers one time a year ago and ads will follow you for the rest of time
June 8, 2025 at 10:19 AM
what doesn't get talked about enough in the student using AI conversation is that most of them don't really know what it is despite using it, you explain the issues with plagiarism, copyright, the environment, the way it will make your brain atrophy, etc and they are often really shocked
May 15, 2025 at 9:47 AM
My review of Briony Hannell's brilliant book 'Feminist Fandom: Media Fandom, Digital Feminisms, and Tumblr' is now available in Feminist Media Studies ✨ @femmediastudies.bsky.social
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Feminist fandom: media fandom, digital feminisms, and tumblr
Published in Feminist Media Studies (Ahead of Print, 2025)
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May 12, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Can't wait to present my paper exploring online reading communities and emotion-based literary critique at this conference!
May 7, 2025 at 10:48 AM
I'm sad I couldn't join in person but super excited to give my paper at @officialbaas.bsky.social today!
April 25, 2025 at 9:37 AM
i guess keir starmer’s dad really was a tool maker and his son was his biggest project
April 23, 2025 at 9:35 AM
the supreme court ruling actually makes me ill transphobes are absolute freaks and a danger to women, to hell with you
April 17, 2025 at 10:47 AM
noooo babe I love your freakishly big and square sheep, the normal ones scare me
April 11, 2025 at 3:00 PM
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For the Poems for Peace Project, a collection of poems were written by various writers, each thinking about different facets of peace and conflict. In our latest episode, staff members from @livunienglish.bsky.social interview the writers on their work open.spotify.com/episode/07Vd...
Poems Promoting Peace and Addressing Conflict
The Bibliography · Episode
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April 11, 2025 at 11:54 AM
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for @uk.theconversation.com i explored why A Little Life is seemingly more popular than ever even a decade after it’s release
March 26, 2025 at 7:30 AM
I’m fascinated by the secondhand trophy economy on eBay. Who is selling old trophies? More to the point, who is buying a trophy someone else won in their under-12s football tournament? Who is the person with a shelf of other peoples trophies? Need to chat.
March 23, 2025 at 8:44 PM
it’s been over a year but i still regularly think about those nasty wet splatty fireworks on the Harkonnen planet in Dune 2
February 28, 2025 at 11:18 AM
working on a theory that people like to read A Little Life for the same reasons people liked to watch Jackass
February 14, 2025 at 11:44 AM
“it was a roman salute!!!!” - someone who didn’t know what a roman salute was eighteen hours ago
January 21, 2025 at 11:11 PM