Not ya home boy. I don't wanna be a gen x loser who stays stuck in the past man. Edible hitting so ima chill but I might just not be on anything tomorrow. Just work and try to get off early so I can work on my music and new script. Im still determined to do my passions

Life just stopped moving in 2017. Also think it feels like my friendships are me pushing people to talk to me. I always gotta dm first minus a couple people same with trying to get a partner. People always getting @ or invited to shit like I feel like everyone's acquaintance and not they nigga

Multiple cords getting no response at all got to me so hard. Like nobody trying to talk with me I basically don't exist. Wish I could go bsck and work harder on trying to do stuff in my early 20s. Would I know the people I know now? How would the world look to me. I dunno sometimes I wish

But who knows what will happen. Alex told me last night I gotta live for the what if of it all. So maybe something will happen and it'll work out

I think the only way I can is if I become big enough in something where I get sponsors so I can pay for stuff here while im abroad

My main one is Japan(weeb) and everything im reading is saying there's no age limit to a lot of things which is nice but I feel like im trapped

You are

It's so cool that happened to me so I gave up

No idea how this works i just want my switch 2 smh