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· Jun 18
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i really hope it's not busy come 5:30 so i can go home early and sulk alone like phod intended
December 4, 2025 at 10:15 PM
i really hope it's not busy come 5:30 so i can go home early and sulk alone like phod intended
I really hope that couple feels great about themselves, acting like fucking children in public while a twenty something year old trying to talk sense into both of them and it went in one ear and back out the other one. God. I need to get over it but I can't. I feel like shit because of them.
December 4, 2025 at 10:10 PM
I really hope that couple feels great about themselves, acting like fucking children in public while a twenty something year old trying to talk sense into both of them and it went in one ear and back out the other one. God. I need to get over it but I can't. I feel like shit because of them.
i think the reason that loser made me so fucking upset is because he reminds me of the other person who lives with me and refuse to call my aunt. They're both fucking losers. Horribly rude, self-centred people who thinks the world revolves around them. I don't know what the fuck his problem was but
December 4, 2025 at 10:03 PM
i think the reason that loser made me so fucking upset is because he reminds me of the other person who lives with me and refuse to call my aunt. They're both fucking losers. Horribly rude, self-centred people who thinks the world revolves around them. I don't know what the fuck his problem was but
listening to drum show on repeat until i feel something again
December 4, 2025 at 9:53 PM
listening to drum show on repeat until i feel something again
haha im actually self-conscious with sniffing. Feels like i'm back in school. I used to stifle my coughs because i was afraid of people staring at me and interrupting the class. The irony is that it made it worse and i would cough more from trying to suppress it
December 4, 2025 at 9:49 PM
haha im actually self-conscious with sniffing. Feels like i'm back in school. I used to stifle my coughs because i was afraid of people staring at me and interrupting the class. The irony is that it made it worse and i would cough more from trying to suppress it
im just saying anything right now, i dont give a fuck who sees it this is me metaphorically talking myself off the ledge so i dont do anything drastic or stupid while im in this headspace
December 4, 2025 at 9:46 PM
im just saying anything right now, i dont give a fuck who sees it this is me metaphorically talking myself off the ledge so i dont do anything drastic or stupid while im in this headspace
been almost a year but the self-hatred has made itself known again. yippee.
December 4, 2025 at 9:45 PM
been almost a year but the self-hatred has made itself known again. yippee.
where's my potion of normalcy so i can get over this bullshit and not be autistic. This wouldn't fucking happen if i weren't. I'd have handled the situation like a normal person and would've brushed it off. But no, i'm suffering and i can't do anything about it.
December 4, 2025 at 9:42 PM
where's my potion of normalcy so i can get over this bullshit and not be autistic. This wouldn't fucking happen if i weren't. I'd have handled the situation like a normal person and would've brushed it off. But no, i'm suffering and i can't do anything about it.
they literally couldn't have uploaded that at a worse time because i had just started crying thus i don't give a fuck about anything right now . Im just a hollow shell of emotions .
December 4, 2025 at 9:39 PM
they literally couldn't have uploaded that at a worse time because i had just started crying thus i don't give a fuck about anything right now . Im just a hollow shell of emotions .
Am i being a fucking baby about this? Probably
December 4, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Am i being a fucking baby about this? Probably
i just cried in the bathroom for like 10 minutes
December 4, 2025 at 9:34 PM
i just cried in the bathroom for like 10 minutes
i don't even give a fuck about the festive ditl react right now. that fucking interaction ruined my day and made me even more self-conscious
December 4, 2025 at 9:32 PM
i don't even give a fuck about the festive ditl react right now. that fucking interaction ruined my day and made me even more self-conscious
someone actually get me the fuck out of here before i start throwing hammers at this goddamn karen who complained about me having fucking allergies and blowing my nose.
I'm sorry that inconvenienced YOU, maybe you could not be a fucking bitch about it BECAUSE YOURE A GROWN ASS MAN!!!!
I'm sorry that inconvenienced YOU, maybe you could not be a fucking bitch about it BECAUSE YOURE A GROWN ASS MAN!!!!
December 4, 2025 at 9:15 PM
someone actually get me the fuck out of here before i start throwing hammers at this goddamn karen who complained about me having fucking allergies and blowing my nose.
I'm sorry that inconvenienced YOU, maybe you could not be a fucking bitch about it BECAUSE YOURE A GROWN ASS MAN!!!!
I'm sorry that inconvenienced YOU, maybe you could not be a fucking bitch about it BECAUSE YOURE A GROWN ASS MAN!!!!
i have my meds now but can't take them until the morning. in the meantime i'm going to drown my headache in some delicious fucking pasta
lowkey feeling like i'm going to be sick but it's just a withdrawal side effect from not having my antidepressants (i ran out and forgot to ask for a refill so that's entirely on me)
November 29, 2025 at 1:46 AM
i have my meds now but can't take them until the morning. in the meantime i'm going to drown my headache in some delicious fucking pasta
that was incredibly stupid of me. tonight is not going to be fun.
November 28, 2025 at 11:12 PM
that was incredibly stupid of me. tonight is not going to be fun.
lowkey feeling like i'm going to be sick but it's just a withdrawal side effect from not having my antidepressants (i ran out and forgot to ask for a refill so that's entirely on me)
November 28, 2025 at 11:09 PM
lowkey feeling like i'm going to be sick but it's just a withdrawal side effect from not having my antidepressants (i ran out and forgot to ask for a refill so that's entirely on me)
that's going to be fun going back to bed after that one /s
November 19, 2025 at 5:51 AM
that's going to be fun going back to bed after that one /s
just woke up; unsure if this was a nightmare or not but i thought the small part of my right earlobe was slightly detached from my head. there was no blood or anything but oh my god i actually had to get out of bed to check. my earlobes are prone to pimples after an ear piercing that ended with /2
November 19, 2025 at 5:50 AM
just woke up; unsure if this was a nightmare or not but i thought the small part of my right earlobe was slightly detached from my head. there was no blood or anything but oh my god i actually had to get out of bed to check. my earlobes are prone to pimples after an ear piercing that ended with /2
listening to dick and piss having a deep conversation at 3am made me spiral a bit because i've been afraid of death and inevitably since childhood
November 17, 2025 at 6:55 PM
listening to dick and piss having a deep conversation at 3am made me spiral a bit because i've been afraid of death and inevitably since childhood
i was scheduled this week, management just took their sweet time to share the schedule for this week. my mom tried to lowkey convince me that they assumed i gave up my job by not coming in and she hadn't even considered that i have been in contact with them and i can handle things.
my mom: so did you quit or something?
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
November 16, 2025 at 11:31 PM
i was scheduled this week, management just took their sweet time to share the schedule for this week. my mom tried to lowkey convince me that they assumed i gave up my job by not coming in and she hadn't even considered that i have been in contact with them and i can handle things.
why the fuck can't my mom just drop it. She is not helping. She is only succeeding in fueling my anger and paranoia. I'm going to throw myself into a fucking volcano. I'm fucking TIRED of it.
November 16, 2025 at 7:49 PM
why the fuck can't my mom just drop it. She is not helping. She is only succeeding in fueling my anger and paranoia. I'm going to throw myself into a fucking volcano. I'm fucking TIRED of it.
my mom: so did you quit or something?
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
November 16, 2025 at 7:27 PM
my mom: so did you quit or something?
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
me, already in a horribly paranoid state: what the fuck are you talking about
GIRL WHY WOULD I FUCKING QUIT I NEED A JOB STOP FUCKING MAKING THIS WORSE YOU CANNOT JUST ASSUME THIS SHIT IM GOING TO RIP OUT EVERY STRAND OF HAIR FROM MY STUPID HEAD
can we all agree that no nut november is stupid
November 5, 2025 at 12:27 PM
can we all agree that no nut november is stupid
maybe i should redownload that queer friends app and not immediately panic as soon as someone messages me and delete the app 😜
really been neglecting this account now since there's not much i've needed to use it for venting lately but uh *insert generic yearning statement that's been repeated an infinite amount of times - where tf is my real best friend, companion through life, actual soulmate, etc*
November 4, 2025 at 4:39 PM
maybe i should redownload that queer friends app and not immediately panic as soon as someone messages me and delete the app 😜