Like literally paid jobs. They get to work in hospitals and dignify themselves as "clinicians" in the field of cooking up reasons why you don't deserve autonomy in your own body, in your future, in how your identity comes to form a personal meaning to you.

And their whole job is persecuting you.

As an aside, if you want a lesbian book by a transfem author, leave your genre/tone/etc preferences in the replies. I'll likely be able to rec you something, or tag in someone who can. No judgement: if you want darker, more taboo books, ask for them.