They made an emoji for how I feel most of the time!

Extra pissy because I had been planning for two weeks to go to a queer fat burly event last night and spent the day getting ready only to be met with actual flash flooding and a very scary drive home. I'm exhausted and devoid of fun. I just wanna feel ok for a second.

It's enough to just exist in this world without being surrounded by living reminders of what makes things so painful right now. I just want to enjoy myself, be kind and helpful to those around me, and do my best to continue to grow as a person.

I go work in a very rich part of Louisville and live in the outskirts of the city next to the forest. All of my interactions daily involve people so hateful of me, my culture,& my love for people outside of their experience. I'm so tired of being constantly surrounded by fake nice ignorant people.

I wish you luck in your endeavors. If you all find something that works and has room lmk 😭