Though catch my ass cheating and posting a few other examples lol

It’s got to be a lot worse for the people who do actually rely on me for the entirety of that time I’m 100%. The difference must be striking. I deeply appreciate the partners who can be the solid person when I have those moments of doubt and anger and depression

I’m good and reliable and there for you 99% of the time but then something happens to make me light-headed/off-balance, I tilt off the face of the planet and revert to being mean and snappy before immediately apologizing out of deep shame. Idk what’s wrong with me but there is something incorrect