to clarify we're still friends and still living together for a little longer but still

guess who no longer has the same infection he could have been killed trying to treat last time B)

to be fair to me we've honestly said shit that's more romantic than that so like. what's one more gay thing to say

RIGHT LIKE. idk cut me some slack we've also been friends for several years ... we've said that to each other before ... :/ I want to take it at his pace so I won't say it first probably but I'm just swinging my legs like waow I hope he says it like right now immediately

And obviously the honeymoon phase yeah yeah but like. ugh. could be black n white thinking but I don't remember feeling quite like this maybe ever. and I get the impression he doesn't either.

like it's not even a mental illness thing, im Fine when he can't be affectionate for xyz reason. I just genuinely adore him. I don't know. I know I say this every time but god I hope it's this.

I already posted about him LOL... I stopped being frustrated about the mixed signals like this is fun

which is fine I'm having fun and I really don't want to screw anything up. he's just a delight though. I don't know. he makes me feel so special

for the record I ended things w the other guy bc he was taking too long n I realized I had zero self respect