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@rickysmind.bsky.social
26. He/they/she
I wish I was on Twitter so bad right now. Why did one of my exes just send me relationship backpay.. and why are they sending more tomorrow 🙂
May 1, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Look who’s learning how easy it is to go where everything seems right when everything ain’t right at home
April 28, 2025 at 6:50 PM
That’s the worst part about it. I never stopped putting in effort. It just stopped being good enough. Trips, gifts, love letters/notes, everyday things to make life easier, investments (monetary, physical, emotional) reduced to a “performance”
April 26, 2025 at 11:11 AM
To say I’m wrong for constantly complaining about the things I don’t receive making it seem like shit ain’t being done then to turn around and admit that shit stopped getting done.. is 2+2 not 4?
April 26, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Seems to be a common trend. Meanwhile I’m still putting in effort and you wonder why I feel like it wasted.
April 26, 2025 at 11:05 AM
Cause now if I made the choice to stop doing shit (that don’t seem to matter anyway) because some other nigga doing it I’d be wrong right? If I use that same logic back somehow it wouldn’t be the same exact thing.
April 26, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Choosing not to put in effort for your partner (in an enm setup) because you feel someone else is doing it don’t sound dumb?
April 26, 2025 at 11:03 AM
I don’t see the point in putting in unreciprocated effort. I can’t mentally wrap my head around it and I can’t physically bring myself to be ok with it.
April 26, 2025 at 11:02 AM
Starting to feel like projection. Is my caring a performance or is your pretending my care matters the real performance?
April 26, 2025 at 10:59 AM
Once again lmao. I’m a fool for thinking one of these days I’ll be heard?
Every time I think I’ve learned my lesson on speaking on things that bother me. I do it anyway with high hopes and the shit end the same
April 23, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Every time I think I’ve learned my lesson on speaking on things that bother me. I do it anyway with high hopes and the shit end the same
April 13, 2025 at 3:54 AM
I genuinely think I’m here in case it works out while she’s actively looking for suitable replacements if it doesn’t
April 9, 2025 at 3:42 AM
The roughest day and not an ounce of comfort from the “loml”
April 9, 2025 at 3:41 AM
Hope this don’t make the list of not following through
April 3, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Guess the schedule changing
April 1, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Welp. That was my confirmation. Presence really doesn’t matter
April 1, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Life would be so much easier if someone would just take care of that part for me
January 13, 2025 at 11:28 PM
I hate having to feed myself. I rarely get hungry as it is but like damn we gotta do this shit every day???
January 13, 2025 at 11:27 PM
I still bookmark her wants/desires
December 10, 2024 at 6:29 PM
No longer coddling or dealing with that shit. She too grown to act how she act and think shit cute and ok
I hope she grow out of that shit cause I may be putting up with it but when she finally find the nigga she actually want she might self sabotage tf out of it with childish shit like that
December 6, 2024 at 8:09 PM
I hope she grow out of that shit cause I may be putting up with it but when she finally find the nigga she actually want she might self sabotage tf out of it with childish shit like that
December 2, 2024 at 1:16 PM
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November 25, 2024 at 7:35 PM
If I lose anyone else this year I might crash out
November 23, 2024 at 10:31 AM
Shit ain’t never gone be good enough
November 19, 2024 at 6:52 PM
I don’t like the idea that things you do for people are less special if you’ve done them for other people.
November 17, 2024 at 7:28 PM