God. I have an og steam controller in my closet. Somewhere. I think. It's not very good.

I think my real problem is I just vibe so much more with how into the breach and tactical breach wizards approach strategy stuff. More puzzle-y and stuff.

I think the story and writing in this game is great and the actual tactics of it is. Up in the air.
It flits between being really good and feeling a bit like you're barely scraping by, even if you grind a bit.

Demi doesn't feel right and grey does work as an umbrella term but like I said a lot of it isnt helped by lack of experience.

Eh I only look up ones once in a blue moon, I don't deserve credit for that lol. Most of the stuff I actively watch is streams/VODs. Though that's more of a factor of how the people I enjoy put out their stuff nowadays I guess.

sadly he has not done ufo50, which is what I'm currently trying to find a good lp of 😞
but yeah, it's been getting that way for awhile. it sucks, especially if you're trying to find LPs for newer games. older stuff is easier I've found

Really I'm allo "but there is something about how I feel about people that I cannot nail down" and that's the long and the short of it. Maybe? Idk.
I will continue to be a disaster I guess

If I tried to unpack my feelings on my attractions to people and also my sexuality it would take so long (and a lot of it is also steeped in "I have no real experience dating whatsoever") and it just is not worth it because in the end I just get depressed that idk how I can engage w dating