REFLECTION
@reflection.etheirys.social
you aren't supposed to be here. Go. Away.
I use this place to scream into the void. I've had the cops called on me over it once. Anything you read here is just me letting out the despair I can't tell anyone. I will block any followers.
I use this place to scream into the void. I've had the cops called on me over it once. Anything you read here is just me letting out the despair I can't tell anyone. I will block any followers.
carry on lonely soldier
November 12, 2025 at 9:11 AM
carry on lonely soldier
This gposer trend of showing your progress is genuinely making me break down
I'm fucking hopeless
I'm fucking hopeless
November 12, 2025 at 8:18 AM
This gposer trend of showing your progress is genuinely making me break down
I'm fucking hopeless
I'm fucking hopeless
Why am I intent on making the last living moments I have miserable?
If I already intended to disappear why not try and be happy all the way up to the end...
I truly believe I deserve the worst, I suppose. I can't even remember what I did...
If I already intended to disappear why not try and be happy all the way up to the end...
I truly believe I deserve the worst, I suppose. I can't even remember what I did...
November 12, 2025 at 7:12 AM
Why am I intent on making the last living moments I have miserable?
If I already intended to disappear why not try and be happy all the way up to the end...
I truly believe I deserve the worst, I suppose. I can't even remember what I did...
If I already intended to disappear why not try and be happy all the way up to the end...
I truly believe I deserve the worst, I suppose. I can't even remember what I did...
I just want to feel like I'm good enough
November 11, 2025 at 9:12 PM
I just want to feel like I'm good enough
Why is it so broken
Why can't it create
Why does it come so easily to others
Why did it waste away all its time
Why can't it just die
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why can't it create
Why does it come so easily to others
Why did it waste away all its time
Why can't it just die
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
November 11, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Why is it so broken
Why can't it create
Why does it come so easily to others
Why did it waste away all its time
Why can't it just die
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why can't it create
Why does it come so easily to others
Why did it waste away all its time
Why can't it just die
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Save yourself
From a life full of lies
And a heart full of pain and sorrow
Save yourself
From the choices I make
'Cause nothing but failure follows me
From a life full of lies
And a heart full of pain and sorrow
Save yourself
From the choices I make
'Cause nothing but failure follows me
November 10, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Save yourself
From a life full of lies
And a heart full of pain and sorrow
Save yourself
From the choices I make
'Cause nothing but failure follows me
From a life full of lies
And a heart full of pain and sorrow
Save yourself
From the choices I make
'Cause nothing but failure follows me
None of you are allowed to see my heart laid bare anymore. It's too dangerous.
November 7, 2025 at 4:11 AM
None of you are allowed to see my heart laid bare anymore. It's too dangerous.
More like a violent separation of self. Like my thoughts are all out of sync. Like the different parts of me are trying to escape this prison of flesh and blood
November 7, 2025 at 3:52 AM
More like a violent separation of self. Like my thoughts are all out of sync. Like the different parts of me are trying to escape this prison of flesh and blood
I'm certainly not the healthy kind of plural where you all have different names and pronouns and distinct personalities
November 7, 2025 at 3:51 AM
I'm certainly not the healthy kind of plural where you all have different names and pronouns and distinct personalities
Am I actually plural? Or do I just interpret the desire to rip myself in half and completely shatter my psyche to be similar enough
November 7, 2025 at 3:51 AM
Am I actually plural? Or do I just interpret the desire to rip myself in half and completely shatter my psyche to be similar enough
Everything reminds me of where I failed... there's no joy to be found anywhere, anymore...
November 5, 2025 at 6:51 PM
Everything reminds me of where I failed... there's no joy to be found anywhere, anymore...
It nearly collapsed at the store the other day. Barely was able to form sentences for a lil while. Perhaps an unknown condition. Or it's starving itself to death.
November 5, 2025 at 6:40 PM
It nearly collapsed at the store the other day. Barely was able to form sentences for a lil while. Perhaps an unknown condition. Or it's starving itself to death.
The distractions aren't working THEY AREN'T WORKING
November 5, 2025 at 6:36 PM
The distractions aren't working THEY AREN'T WORKING
i'm so tired of having the cops called on me. every time it happens I just sink further and further. it leaves me with less people to feel warm around...
November 5, 2025 at 5:50 AM
i'm so tired of having the cops called on me. every time it happens I just sink further and further. it leaves me with less people to feel warm around...
I hope someone out there loves Leona like i do
November 3, 2025 at 7:42 AM
I hope someone out there loves Leona like i do
whats the point in trying to create if what i make will never truly be art
November 3, 2025 at 7:40 AM
whats the point in trying to create if what i make will never truly be art
Give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up
November 3, 2025 at 7:39 AM
Give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up give up
...what story would I even tell? She doesn't have one. She's as empty and blank as I am.
October 27, 2025 at 1:18 PM
...what story would I even tell? She doesn't have one. She's as empty and blank as I am.
Of course not. I'm lazy and worthless. Trying my best would require me to try, wouldn't it? Instead of just... setting myself up for ruination all the time.
October 27, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Of course not. I'm lazy and worthless. Trying my best would require me to try, wouldn't it? Instead of just... setting myself up for ruination all the time.
....but did I really?
October 27, 2025 at 1:12 PM
....but did I really?
I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best i tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my b
October 27, 2025 at 1:12 PM
I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best i tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my best I tried my b
Hello world.
The world is even colder, now.
The world is even colder, now.
October 26, 2025 at 1:38 PM
Hello world.
The world is even colder, now.
The world is even colder, now.