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RabidRae
@rabidrae.bsky.social
I'm Rae. (She/Her) | Mixed - White/Puerto Rican | Bisexual

Writer, gamer, witch. Storyteller for a 15 year ongoing VtM campaign.

Coffee is life. Words are hard.

Twitch Affiliate: Twitch.tv/rabidrae
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Expect to see cat pics, gaming things, VtM stuff, witchy shit, and random thoughts here.

Incoherently,
Rae
Every time I reinstall Fallout 76, I'm reminded of why I uninstalled it.

Checked out the new bounty things, and immediately hated it. Timed shit is not my jam. No thank you.
December 4, 2025 at 8:42 AM
Depression and insomnia took hold last night.

Tonight will be a tea blend of lavender, lemon balm, damiana, mugwort, and rose petals. Probably some cbd mints too (obviously not in the tea).

I need fucking sleep. I need to not think.
December 3, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I feel like I need to put the top three on a pillow.

Silly most used words in posts on here. Heh.
December 3, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Any time I see creative job postings, or community opportunities, I think

1) Oh, that would be cool.
2) I have zero skills. I can't do a damn thing.
3) Depression profits?
December 2, 2025 at 7:29 AM
I've been very easy to anger lately. Rage often opens the gate for depression to come barrelling through and flood the mind.

I hate it. It makes me more angry.

Thus, a hurricane.
December 2, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Reposted by RabidRae
If you’ve ever wanted to take classes from me, I teach on a wide range of subjects – from Tarot to occult history and, of course, #psychic development

Best way to catch the classes is to sign up on my Patreon

Next year’s topic is demonology – a demon a month #WitchSky

www.patreon.com/haunted
Get more from Michelle Belanger on Patreon
creating resources for personal & psychic development
www.patreon.com
December 2, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Dear Gamers and Streamers,

What's a good microphone nowadays?

Not looking for mega podcast pro levels. Just a good for twitch streams and discord mic.

#microphone #twitch #streamer #gamer
November 27, 2025 at 9:21 AM
Today's stress and stress over the bullshit holiday tomorrow have turned today into an "I need a nap." day.

So, fuck consciousness.
November 27, 2025 at 4:23 AM
My computer is possessed. The system volume keeps maxing out to 100, regardless of me trying to adjust it. It will randomly do it, then stop for a while, then do it again.

My ears hurt.

I've reinstalled drivers, tried unchecking shit in Discord, restarts galore.

Help?

#pc #audio #audioproblems
November 27, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Project Zomboid is such a cozy chill game.

www.twitch.tv/videos/26247...
NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! - NDE in PZ - rabidrae on Twitch
rabidrae went live on Twitch. Catch up on their Project Zomboid VOD now.
www.twitch.tv
November 22, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Reposted by RabidRae
Autocorrect has become our worst enema.
November 19, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Been feeling like a zombie lately, so why not more Project Zomboid?

And coffee. All the coffee.

twitch.tv/rabidrae
November 19, 2025 at 1:55 AM
Sometimes I feel like sleep is just some elusive cryptid. I've heard tales, and even had glimpses, but I go so long in between experiences sometimes that I start to doubt the existence of it.
November 18, 2025 at 3:55 PM
"Gossip is a cocktail that we all enjoy." - said by a #Toreador in tonight's #VtM session.
November 16, 2025 at 4:43 AM
I have a mini coffin and skull made of rock. Woo!

#rocks #crystals #skull #coffin
November 16, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I shouldn't hate myself for fighting to be here when I have a super bad spiral, but here we are.

I'm having a hard time existing.

#depression
November 12, 2025 at 9:01 AM
NO ONE told me that the northern lights would be visible tonight.

I only found out because local folks were posting awesome pics after.

I ALWAYS miss them. I hate it.

And now I'm crying because it would have done so much good for my mental health to even briefly see any of it.
November 12, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Anyone else's discover feed suddenly get the horns?

Out of nowhere, kink, paypig, and milfs.

I... what?

I mean, you do you, but I come to social media for cats, games, and silliness.

Discover feed feeling frisky I guess. Lol
November 11, 2025 at 1:27 PM
Had a rock show and tell in a discord tonight. Have a sample. Ruby in zeosite.

#rocks #glowing #ruby #zeosite #geology
November 11, 2025 at 4:02 AM
FYI, if you do the "follow, unfollow, follow again" routine multiple times, it just looks like you are advertising in an annoying way and fishing for a follow back.

Doing that will just get you blocked.
November 8, 2025 at 11:01 PM
It sucks feeling selfish for prioritizing yourself when others are going through hard shit.

I want to help. I want to be there to support people.

Yet, my brain is mess. I don't take care of myself well.

I shouldn't feel bad for taking time for myself, but here I am. Full of sad and guilt.
November 8, 2025 at 11:02 AM
I said after last November's elections, that I had a feeling really good things would come after the chaos. I've been holding on to that hope.

Tonight feels like a glimmer in the right direction.
November 5, 2025 at 6:49 AM
No pact is made. Demon decides to infest and haunt the players soul instead.

Result: Random chaos rolls. Player occasionally must take a nat 1 during scenes until exorcism is acquired.
your player tries to make a pact with a demon... and rolls this.

you're the GM. what happens next? 👀
November 4, 2025 at 9:25 PM
It really sucks being the one person in a group of friends that can't do transportation easily, has no disposable income, is a night person, and legit can't go out and do so many activities due to chronic pain.

You get forgotten quickly.
November 4, 2025 at 11:00 AM
Reposted by RabidRae
Join me in a challenge this month.

It's called " November "

It's where we all just try to survive every day of November.
November 3, 2025 at 8:08 AM