i get so insecure over literally Nothing, i need to get skinny and hot. i hate myself sm and ill hate myself a lil less if im skinny

thinking so hard about hurting myself for No Good Reason

i just wanna be small so bad why am i so bad at not eating

why is he so spo??

hhh haven’t been eating rlly anything recently, but i’m not rlly losing weight. OMADed waffle house (i know im sorry) yesterday, ate like some silly lil egg bites from my work today and that was it. i’ll probably still gain weight overnight T-T

inactive for 2 weeks cuz i’ve been eating like a pig n gained :/ gonna start restricting again immediately i need to

i really don’t think i ate anything today huh, i didn’t even mean to try to fast, i just forgot to eat

i *should* probably eat before i do my t shot… but that means eating and i don’t wanna do that

i h8 how both close & far i am from my dream body #lemonwatersky #⭐vesky