i've had a lot of experiences in the past where i thought someone was my friend and i confided in them or teased them like i do with my longtime friends and they back off or tell me that "we're not that close" and the amount of times that's happened is just... super discouraging :(

LOL yea sometimes, big chats scare me and i have a lot of difficulty determining my relationship with others- i question whether or not people are my friends a lot cause it's impossible for me to tell so i don't say hi most of the time cause i'm not sure if it's weird to them or not </3

buh wuh HUH
impossible i look up to YOU you're so infinitely cool?????/

oh i've been asked that question before!! i told them i had their ip address :)

it is now

i literally don't even think you're wrong

the lizard people are real and it's me. i'm the lizard people.

damn, i should run for office /j

okay so yesterday it was Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit
today it's Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte (and also still Break Stuff)

any bets on tomorrow's song to loop

i swear to fucking god i thought i posted this on my main for a second and i nearly burst into flame

I'm trapped

yeaaa its definitely a nap day hopefully

I've tried man it ain't working

also my cats keep jumping on my bed and making it so I can't actually roll over

I can't fall back asleep rip lmfao
well ig I'll be up up when my new car gets delivered