🐸 🐱 Synastry- "We must become ungovernable"
@queersynastry.bsky.social
Gen X. Masters in Clinical Psych. Queer. BP1. Ketamine therapy, neuropsychiatry, public health, politics & cats. Builds airplanes while flying them. Read/watch Heather Cox Richardson. Watch Our Flag Means Death. ♐️♎️♓️
Chloe on her pillow dab dabbing at my face for bedtime pets
November 29, 2025 at 5:36 AM
Chloe on her pillow dab dabbing at my face for bedtime pets
I love my mom. Tonight she said, "why won't he let you have Sava when she clearly means so much to you and your bond is so deep?" I love my mom and dad. We all feel the same about animals. One time we had 5 cats in the home growing up. I was like I don't understand, mom, I just don't understand.
November 26, 2025 at 2:21 AM
I love my mom. Tonight she said, "why won't he let you have Sava when she clearly means so much to you and your bond is so deep?" I love my mom and dad. We all feel the same about animals. One time we had 5 cats in the home growing up. I was like I don't understand, mom, I just don't understand.
1st day at the new job. Made it.
November 24, 2025 at 4:47 PM
1st day at the new job. Made it.
My depression is unbelievably severe. My MADRS is a 42 which is crazy. I have to call off the 1st day off my new job to get more help. The job that actually wants me. I just can't keep it together. Husband is taking some days off to help me which is kind, seeing as he's also part of the stress.
November 24, 2025 at 12:28 AM
My depression is unbelievably severe. My MADRS is a 42 which is crazy. I have to call off the 1st day off my new job to get more help. The job that actually wants me. I just can't keep it together. Husband is taking some days off to help me which is kind, seeing as he's also part of the stress.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
November 20, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Sava goes up for adoption Fri and I am miserable. Last night it was (unsuccessful) bargaining with the husband. What's next.
November 19, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Sava goes up for adoption Fri and I am miserable. Last night it was (unsuccessful) bargaining with the husband. What's next.
I looked at this little face last night & lost my shit and haven't gotten it back. I agreed to put Sava up for adoption bc husband doesn't want 4 cats in a small house. She goes up 11/21. I've fallen in a dark, dark hole and can't get out. I honestly don't want to go on anymore.
November 6, 2025 at 4:59 AM
I looked at this little face last night & lost my shit and haven't gotten it back. I agreed to put Sava up for adoption bc husband doesn't want 4 cats in a small house. She goes up 11/21. I've fallen in a dark, dark hole and can't get out. I honestly don't want to go on anymore.
I had a crying meltdown last night when Sava looked at me so sweet upside down from her bed. I told my husband I can't do it, I can't give her away. He's not backing down. I went to bed and Nugget laid down and rested her head on my shoulder. That's a first. She knows how broken up I am over Sava
November 5, 2025 at 4:09 PM
I had a crying meltdown last night when Sava looked at me so sweet upside down from her bed. I told my husband I can't do it, I can't give her away. He's not backing down. I went to bed and Nugget laid down and rested her head on my shoulder. That's a first. She knows how broken up I am over Sava
Goodnight
November 4, 2025 at 5:55 AM
Goodnight
I took in a pregnant stray, Sava. She had 5 kittens in my office. Humane adopted them out, and now husband insists she get adopted out too, tho he loves her. He can't deal with 4 cats in a tiny house. I cat is pretty stressed, everyone else is fine. I'm pretty devistated. Considered moving out.
November 3, 2025 at 3:29 AM
I took in a pregnant stray, Sava. She had 5 kittens in my office. Humane adopted them out, and now husband insists she get adopted out too, tho he loves her. He can't deal with 4 cats in a tiny house. I cat is pretty stressed, everyone else is fine. I'm pretty devistated. Considered moving out.
Me at 42, a decade and a half ago, sad about being dumped by the guy I eventually married. Good times.
November 2, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Me at 42, a decade and a half ago, sad about being dumped by the guy I eventually married. Good times.
Halloween Noodle
November 1, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Halloween Noodle
Halloween costumes past: 2013 husband and I as Trinity & Morpheus (Matrix) & 2013 me cute & thin as a Harlequin Angel at a Halloween dance
November 1, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Halloween costumes past: 2013 husband and I as Trinity & Morpheus (Matrix) & 2013 me cute & thin as a Harlequin Angel at a Halloween dance
Meet my perfect cat Sava
November 1, 2025 at 2:16 AM
Meet my perfect cat Sava
Reference check!
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October 30, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Reference check!
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Jambalaya and sweet tea to celebrate not blowing the 2nd interview. Fingers crossed.
October 30, 2025 at 8:18 PM
Jambalaya and sweet tea to celebrate not blowing the 2nd interview. Fingers crossed.
2nd interview tomorrow am for position on a County strategy team working on cross system collaboration & data sharing for CalAIM initiatives (Medicaid innovation in California). Pretty excited about the chance to interview. Very aligned with our Public Health dept.
Sweet cat photo gratis
Sweet cat photo gratis
October 30, 2025 at 12:05 AM
2nd interview tomorrow am for position on a County strategy team working on cross system collaboration & data sharing for CalAIM initiatives (Medicaid innovation in California). Pretty excited about the chance to interview. Very aligned with our Public Health dept.
Sweet cat photo gratis
Sweet cat photo gratis
This is how it's going with my stray girl who I took in pregnant, helped her raise her 5 kittens, and introduced to house cat like. She's like "fuck the outside"
October 27, 2025 at 12:00 AM
This is how it's going with my stray girl who I took in pregnant, helped her raise her 5 kittens, and introduced to house cat like. She's like "fuck the outside"
The feeling you get when yrs of building relationships & working your ass off doing anything they ask you to do all pays off when you least expect it but need it. The person I admire most gave me her blessing & a reference, & looked me in the eyes & said "YOU made this happen"
October 24, 2025 at 2:03 AM
The feeling you get when yrs of building relationships & working your ass off doing anything they ask you to do all pays off when you least expect it but need it. The person I admire most gave me her blessing & a reference, & looked me in the eyes & said "YOU made this happen"
The look you get when you get a 2nd interview for the position you didn't know you wanted that was tacked into an entirely unrelated interview & that was not advertised anywhere.
God I love working for government.
God I love working for government.
October 22, 2025 at 4:37 AM
The look you get when you get a 2nd interview for the position you didn't know you wanted that was tacked into an entirely unrelated interview & that was not advertised anywhere.
God I love working for government.
God I love working for government.
My new way to cope with stressors is to stop, go brush my teeth, floss, wash my face and put on my favorite cologne instead of ruminating on ways to end my life lol. I think it's an improvement. I'm actually looking forward to what the dentist says next week cuz I've been flossing A LOT last few mo.
October 16, 2025 at 2:54 AM
My new way to cope with stressors is to stop, go brush my teeth, floss, wash my face and put on my favorite cologne instead of ruminating on ways to end my life lol. I think it's an improvement. I'm actually looking forward to what the dentist says next week cuz I've been flossing A LOT last few mo.