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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps.
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Plz check my pinned to see a summary of who I will and won't follow, as I have now had those from Xitter be following me on here. 😑💜🙏🏻
warm is not good or helpful for my badly curved spine, and is only doing more harm than good.

Sadly very few seem to care, and only see these as excuses and won't bother helping someone who's apparently full of them. Regardless of there being proof. Ppl would rather judge or make me feel as if
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December 2, 2025 at 11:33 PM
without being able to be helped by someone else FIRST, and I'm just a big mess of tears and pain wanting to do what everyone wished I did years ago, and off myself.

Especially having to deal with barely there heat, no blankets or a heater to keep warm with, and having to be all bunched up to keep
December 2, 2025 at 11:33 PM
the help needed to be able to survive like everyone else who asks for help and gets it when needed, and not going weeks to months with next to nothing.

Just one way to make my anxiety and stress even worse!
I currently have a pounding and spinning head from not being able to deal with anything
December 2, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Sadly I was right in saying no one cares. Only enough to count on one hand for shares and likes on my end, and nothing on urs. Went without anything but sewer scented/flavoured water to drink, but hey, I clearly don't matter and ppl would rather see me suffer and starve in silence rather than get
December 2, 2025 at 11:33 PM
and can't do or get anything/anywhere without HELP FROM OTHERS!!!

Also can't go nowhere on an empty stomach, as crackers and canned ham isn't filling, and only lasts a day.

paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420
christyparks420@gmail.com (CDN e-transfers only)

Now for some tags to ppl who will hopefully help
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
no family or friends willing to help, knowing I am physically and mentally disabled and have NO ONE to help with anything for ANY reason (I need a heater for the super cold bathroom, I need winter boots and a coat to go out in the cold weather with, I need warm blankets to sleep with in my cold apt)
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
and just gets my stress levels up more constantly checking my phone or emails in hopes someone was kind enough to help me.

The season of giving is here, and if I was able to afford to give, I would be giving my heart out to anyone who needed it. Sadly I'm ALWAYS in need around this time, as I have
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
No one cares.

No one sees me as someone in need.

Only as someone who begs all the time.

Only as someone who apparently scams others.

I don't matter.

I don't deserve help.

What's the point of posting for help if I'm only getting enough shares and likes to count on ONE HAND?!

Pointless
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December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
just means I go longer without it, but not like anyone else cares.

This is how I'm feeling, and have been feeling since November 23rd, to the last person shared my post on the 20th:

I've given up.

I've given up hope.

I've given up asking.

I've given up being.

I've given up with everything.
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
helping, as they have their own families to buy gifts for, and have nothing "extra" to spare, knowing I have no reason to celebrate and just spend it as another day of the week. I understand they have others they r related to that deserve them more, so I don't push once they say that they can't help
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
ur disabled and unable to walk to the other side of the city in windy and snowy weather with NO winter boots and warm coat as I haven't been able to afford to get anywhere and buy any, due to the LACK OF HELP I received. They expect pickup only.

I still need help. Sadly asking ppl DIRECTLY isn't
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
warm in my own home with, no free Facebook groups willing to help deliver those things needed or being able to ask for things without having something to offer FIRST, when I have NOTHING in the first place, not unless I want to also be in need of the item I gave away as well! They also don't care if
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
my phone calendar, as y bother being told "HAPPY holidays" or "MERRY Christmas" when there's nothing to be happy or merry about except a roof over my head to suffer and starve under in silence till I wither away to non-existence.

No gifts, no food, no decorations, no way to get anything to keep
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
disability check comes in on the 19th, and having to put rent, and bill money aside, not ever touching even a dollar for any other reason, paying debts off immediately, and having nothing left till the END of JANUARY when the next fixed disability income check comes in!!

I removed the reminder off
December 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I've given up.

I've given up hope.

I've given up asking.

I've given up being.

I've given up with everything.

No one cares.

No one sees me as someone in need.

Only as someone who begs all the time.

Only as someone who apparently scams others.

I don't matter.

I don't deserve help.
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November 23, 2025 at 7:46 PM
friends or family to help because they also didn't and never cared about me in the first place.

Otherwise I wouldn't have ended up homeless in the first place, my back worse than it was back then, and feeling hopeless and helpless thx to all the negative treatment all my life.
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November 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
able to see what is being used against me.

Ppl see me as a "grifter" for asking on multiple social media platforms, when I've seen others do the same and never get treated the same.

I'm somehow a "scammer" too, when I'm simply a person in need because the government sucks in Canada with no
November 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
as well as more than enough donations to meet their goal after asking for a few days. No one judges them for asking for more when getting a small donation like $15 and saying they're "acting entitled" or "greedy", they only attack me for it.

Then hide behind "private" accounts so I would never be
November 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
And I never said I wasn't grateful or thankful for any of it.

Just sucks when I'm seeing only enough likes and shares on my posts to count on one hand, asking numerous times a day and STILL only getting the same amount of likes and shares, while others get enough in the double even triple digits,
November 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
hope after a while, and no support or anyone to help or talk to about it without trying to come up with hundreds to thousands of dollars to talk to a "professional" only for them to confuse my severe anxiety for needing anger management.
November 19, 2025 at 7:24 PM
help they give.

When dealing with the struggle firsthand, it's hard when also dealing with severe anxiety no one will help with (as I had no one to help when dealing with my childhood and teen-hood anxiety) having seizures from dealing with stress and having NOTHING to calm that stress, having no
November 19, 2025 at 7:24 PM
for a place to urself.

I don't get Food Stamps like the US does to help when having no food or anything once ur fixed income is gone.

The only "extra" help I get is if someone is willing to help me from posting for help. Or from tax refunds that usually get paid back to ppl as I owe them for the
November 19, 2025 at 7:24 PM