Wdym I’ve gotta wait another week to see him??

Tangent over. I have adhd

But If he didn’t feel the same, why would he tell me that he misses me and that seeing me will be a highlight of coming home, why would he tell me he can’t wait to squish me into his chest, and why would he match my whimsy??

The ball is in my court.

I put in a refill request for my stimulants today.

I realized that’s just silly and immature of me not to communicate my feelings and I don’t wanna harbor any resentment so such a sweet guy like him. Even if he doesn’t feel the same. At least I was honest with him about my feelings.

But if youve been nude around a man who you have kissed and cuddled pretty regularly for the past few months, I do t think it’s very unreasonable to take it personally when there’s not as much reciprocity. If someone doesn’t give a fuck about me like I give a fuck about them it’s not worth it.

Nd who enjoys you but then I entered another stage of grief and kept thinkjng “oh no I’m getting attached” because normally I don’t take it personally anymore when people don’t text me back I’m not gonna beat at a dead horse. Bu

I was getting salty bc it had been feeling like I was putting in more effort to communicate with him and I even considered scaling back contact either him to see if I was just making things ul and blah blah people have their own lives but it’s certainly nice to have someone aro

Im not particularly known for being the most patient.

Now I’m thinking bro just talking to this sweet mf.

But jokes on me, HE HASNT EVEN BEEN IN THE SAME COUNTRY AS ME FOR LIKE TWO WEEKS SO I GOTTA WAIT FOR HIS ASS TO GET BAK TO THE COUNTRY. I’m not about to have this conversation over with him over text. We’re both autistic. And

It’s been so long I had forgotten what it’s like. I knew something was up because I was feeling salty because I had felt there was an unequal amount of effort being put in. But uhhhhhh he’s autistic so being hot and cold with him isn’t conducive or healthy for anything.

Things have and are changing for me. It’s been 8 years since I’ve been in a relationship but I think I’m catching feelings for man who is so fucking sweet that just thinking about him elicits a physical sensation. It’s significant enough that I know something is going on.

This post is another reason why trans men are men. I’m posting about my boner.

I’m forcing him to cuddle and he’s purring now.

NOW A ZIPTIE?? This man is a MENACE

He found another charger WTF

Even if it mean he tried to hunt my nipples a couple of times.