ur good i think i need to laugh and take myself less seriously at this point

sorry was this too “/srs”

unfortunately yeah for 10 years and now i’m 27 days off alcohol. the other substances remain full of untapped potential

I’m going to be normal I’m going to be normal

ruminating on how i could have prevented this, how i could have made different choices

queer temporality etc etc i know. i guess i feel better knowing this isn’t a unique experience. i have to remain hopeful

i’ve had “2006” written down in my potential song titles note for a while. it doesn’t feel like it should be that long ago but i hate that it is

maybe i’m just old and embittered now though :/