Bla bla bla u should educate yourself on the matter before giving "advice".

I'm happy for you that it went so well, also thinking about telling to my therapist, but still not sure if I should.

Thanks! I might give it a try :)

It seems like back like 20 years ago people where much more open and there was more community, now for good reasons people try to keep themself save. It's a paradox how we are more connected than ever in the world, but feel more disconnected than ever...

For me it's actually less the being in the closet part, more so the lack of community and guidance. Scrolling a lot through really old sites of other Zoos and with some of them, what they wrote, I can really relate but since there is no way to get in touch it makes me kinda sad.

Today was also really good, before going there had some anxiety problems but soon as I've been at the place everything went so smooth as fuck, I don't know what happened but I feel so cool with myself being there, even tho I'm the only guy 😅

I know it sounds very tacky but there is some truth in it, especially if all your neurons are trained to constantly overthink and worry.

Yes :)

Just need to find a stable that treats their horses well, a few years ago, the two stables I've been to treated them really badly, dominated them, hurt them, once I saw my teacher hitting their horses with a stick. I felt so bad, that was the reason why I quit riding. #zoophilia #zoothoughts

I really like the look of the spotted mare. Reminds me of another one from a few years ago when I went riding. She was so beautiful and had such a special character, I kinda fell in love with her and I'm really happy for the time we spent together.