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I am a god damned delight. She/her
I've filed my last taxes with my late husband. Next year it will inly be me.

I've also taken down my Christmas tree.

Yesterday, I comforted my friends who had to let their dog go.

That's all.
March 22, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I loved my time here in Puerto Rico. I actually practiced my Spanish with my Uber driver, who was very tickled that I could have a conversation with him.

However, I miss my space.
February 17, 2025 at 8:08 AM
I have no idea what day it is. #vacation
February 16, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Yes, I am that person writing in Spanish to my friends' postcards because I'm in San Juan. 🤣 Lo siento.
February 13, 2025 at 3:43 AM
FINALLY. Some movement. #iykyk
February 4, 2025 at 5:35 PM
I want a map.

No, I need a nap.
January 24, 2025 at 5:15 PM
Oh, dear god. I cannot believe I am angsting this much about who to have a proper romance with in the latest #dragonage game.

I thought I knew going into the game but another player has me questioning things.

Any advice, other Dragon Age players.
January 14, 2025 at 9:44 PM
That sucked but I fucking showed up. #boxing
January 9, 2025 at 11:08 PM
This year has been shit. I'm still standing, as Steven would've wanted me 2 do. It's in part 2 you who've checked in, dragged me out, & let me sit in silence as I cried. Love you.

And I'm 48?! WTF.

I hope this year treats us better. Happy New Year, & I hope that 2025 is calm & uninteresting.
January 1, 2025 at 5:26 AM
The universe is a funny thing. I am playing Dragon Age, as one does, and I found comfort in Emmrich's personal task. It kind of feels like Stevie was telling me that it's okay. #grief #dragonage
December 24, 2024 at 11:42 PM
I celebrated the winter solstice last night at the place where
Steve is buried.
December 23, 2024 at 3:46 AM
I got a new tree. I don't have to string the lights.

Stevie may have been Jewish, but he loved it once placed. He called it our Hanukkah Bush.

Things are hard this year. I keep on & will continue to do so. If not for him but also for me.

#grief #proofoflife #fuckcancer
December 18, 2024 at 11:20 PM
Reposted by Paper CeeCee
Me, a public health person, just sitting over here reflecting on the fact that the US has experienced a 7% increase in infant mortality post-Dobbs.

Like, do you realize what that says about this society from an ethical perspective? That we made policy choices that caused this?

#PHEthx
Infant Mortality Increases Across US Following Dobbs Decision
The Dobbs decision was associated with a 7% absolute increase in overall infant mortality—equivalent to 247 excess deaths—and a 10% increase among infants with congenital anomalies, corresponding to 2...
www.ajmc.com
December 17, 2024 at 6:29 PM
Our Kidmas tradition of watching the strangest cartoon ever begins.

I mean, I had never heard of Cricket on the Hearth until the Kidmas began.
December 14, 2024 at 1:24 AM
Hello, Friday.
December 6, 2024 at 4:37 PM
Sometimes, at work, I have to be outside for hours at a time. I don't mind usually but today it's cold.
December 4, 2024 at 2:24 PM
I was the only one who signed for tonight's yoga class.

I'm so glad I stuck it out.
December 4, 2024 at 2:06 AM
Reposted by Paper CeeCee
Both Texas and Georgia are destroying evidence of all maternal mortality, blocking proof that women are dying from abortion bans.

This story has a lot more going on than you think. Especially since Republicans are lying about the public cases.

www.salon.com/2024/12/02/d...
Republicans don't care if women die from abortion bans — but they don't want you to know about it
Women will keep dying, but the GOP is working hard to destroy the evidence
www.salon.com
December 2, 2024 at 11:16 AM
I think being with my cousins was the best decision for this first birthday and Thanksgiving without Stevie.

I miss Stevie terribly and always will, but being with family who have known and love me the longest is good for me.

#grief #Thanksgiving #birthdays
November 28, 2024 at 7:15 PM
Thank you, TSA Pre-check. Oh, and booking a parking spot at the airport.

Now, I only have to worry about connecting flights. 😅

Whose bright idea was it anyway to travel the day before one's birthday (Thanksgiving)?

Oh, wait. It was me. 🤣
November 27, 2024 at 9:22 AM
I have booked my flight, accommodations, and car for my trip to Puerto Rico next year.

I am a little excited. 😅
November 26, 2024 at 8:53 PM
There is a lot of stuff that i miss terribly not having Steve here with me. (Fuck you, cancer.)

I greatly appreciate his thoughts when playing a video game. I know, that seems silly, but he always helped me in whatever way he could.

This includes deciding which character to romance in Dragon Age.
November 26, 2024 at 3:05 AM
We're having the Thanksgiving lunch for our department today.

I will be napping at my desk.

Don't tell anyone. 😅
November 25, 2024 at 6:19 PM
Because I worked on Saturday, my inner clock is all messed up.

And I'm about to mess it up some more when I travel ON Wednesday. 😅
November 25, 2024 at 2:34 PM
WHAT DAY IS IT?!?
November 24, 2024 at 6:14 PM