Today I finally overcame 18 months worth of anxiety and hit that "go live" button. Immediately a couple things went wrong, I panicked, but ultimately I worked through it.

Small victories are still victories, especially when I've let my anxiety control me for as long as I have.

Let me just be real for a moment, not all family is blood. Not all blood is family. Recently I have had to explain this to blood relatives, and while it kind of hurt to say out loud, it needed to happen.

So I've been driving since 2000 (coincidentally the year of this car) and for the first time got myself vanity plates this year.

A couple hours ago I stumbled across my own VODs on YouTube. as I watched them, I realized that despite being an extreme introvert, I actually kind of enjoyed streaming. I've spent some time setting up OBS (My first couple streams were using Twitch Studio) and sometime I think I will return to it.

Normalize being a kind, honest, and genuine individual.

Normalize following through on promises.

Normalize reciprocating your friendships.

I see so many people creating their sona in Atlyss, but I was unable to do so without it coming out looking like a fox. So I took a different route, but got the tail anyway.