so much of my writing is introspection... I feel like jon is relatively aware of what his emotions are and how they inform his actions... maybe i need to make him stupider

I've complained forever about how I wish there were a general 18+ TMA server that didn't suck shit but maybe I should just make one. I don't know how active it would be though

21 year old jon has one (1) beer, sucks on georgie's titty while she gives him a handjob, calls her mommy and immediately cums harder than he ever has in his life, cries for 20 minutes and then breaks up with her the next day in a panic

I'm not writing characters roleplaying either, i.e. jon isn't pretending to be a child, exactly. He just acts like that.

I'm pretty adamant about not using the terms "ageplay" or "age regression" in-fic either, like nothing really acknowledges the idea that there are other people that do this

I think most people would say diegetic: i'm writing characters doing ageplay rather than writing an underage scenario.

But that's not what the fantasy is. I'm not into underage. I'm literally just into a 30 year old man acting like that

I think that jon makes him memorize all the names though. and gets mad when he messes them up. "that's mr. PUPPY, not mr. DOGGY!!! it's like you don't even care!!!"

I think he has a lot but not a *ton*, he's pretty picky with them, but when he sees one he likes he gets emotionally attached immediately so elias is basically obligated to purchase it

elias definitely does make him rotate how many he sleeps with/has to kiss fkfjfkffn.

yesss talking about him like he's not in the room

See the problem is for these scenarios I generally want an enthusiastic third partner (regardless of whether jon is lol) and not a reluctant one. I can corrupt Jon easily enough but martin being actively and happily on elias's side is difficult for me to imagine

The problem with this as a j/e scenario is there's no good option for a third character. But it's fun as a j/m/t scenario

I think this is why I still have a soft spot for jmart scenarios occasionally, because i can very easily stick tim in there and make things weirder

Ugh see the appeal to me is the build-up of it, though maybe I could write a scene where all of that is implied/referenced. Hmmm