fragrantica can get fucked!!!! i'm a parfumo bitch now

i just never realised they were anything to mention to a therapist or literally anyone because it's not handwashing or checking the stove 50 times a night or whatever but it's genuinely debilitating and has destroyed relationships before and i never knew thats what it was!!!!!!!

AND THEN i told our partner about it and mentioned some of the compulsions i get and they were like "honestly yeah that makes a lot of sense, you need an excessive amount of reassurance sometimes" OH MY GODDDDDDD

we have an "oh yeah we knew that actually" every time almost immediately after but omg!!!! these dissociative barriers can fuck off

everything is such fucking bullshit i hate everyone that had even a tiny fraction of involvement. i'm so serious i curse all israel supporters. i hope they never know a single moment's peace for as long as they live. i wish a fate worse than death on all of them.

its a good think i looked it up bc i would have shown up to class next week in the wrong part of town

she might have seen the patches but i'm banking on her not knowing what acab stands for. the pin will no longer be visible at meeting though because it's like 80% old people and she probably isnt the only one who hates swearing

to be fair, there ARE alternatives, but it's not medically safe for me to use them so i truly am stuck waiting for this specific one

the duality of man fr