why am i saying this on bluesky... i'll stop here and probably delete it all later.

it just happens at random. we all hate it. ayra wishes the random +y urges could be removed from the body. is it possible probably - but is anyone actually willing to do it i doubt it

i'm fine with it i just want it to stop happening so much. that's sort of how most of the others feel too.

this thought is going on too long.
in the objective frame that was defined before my tangent about relativity, we've only really felt -x, proximal +x, and -y.
we're missing out on the entire +y half and the distal +x. like we understand what they are but have never felt them for any person/thing.

wait it's relative to the self, yeah. so someone in the +x is someone you like/love more than yourself.

oh no i just made a new problem what about the +y. someone you want to fuck more than yourself. ????

this is stupid let's just go back to the objective version.

as far as i can tell we haven't tried to divide a proximal and distal negative y. this is probably just the range of not being into it to being repulsed by it. yeah that makes sense.

of course with this being deictic that puts oneself in the center where you're neutral about both dimensions.

everything in the human-divided positive x is another table you may recognize, and i probably don't have to explain it.

what i don't exactly understand is how the (-x,+y) quadrant could really be a thing??? but people are weird, so aliens from a different timeline are probably incomprehensible.

- a proximal and distal "up" direction, but the "left" and "right" are simply assumed to be strong.

humans have a proximal and distal "left" and "right" (prox: "dislike","like"; dist: "hate","love") but the "up" and "down" directions are not divided this way.

hey ria when you see this you should probably rm -rf your\ post

also if you rotate it by i (counterclockwise) you can map it to the trollmance table in homestuck so its even more cursed

but rotate back to the original.

the trollmance table only exists in the positive y, and as such distinguishes-

i did get it to show notes in enby divisions but we decided it wasn't worth it

hm. yknow what if God created Himself. the model does just allow authors to just appear on any layer with no explanation i think? idk im too sleepy for this