Been feeling so lonely lately. I guess the fact that this is the longest I’ve ever been single since before my first relationship is getting to me.

Head in hands

Back to being sad about this. Loser behavior

Once again feeling very sad about being best friendless and me not being anyone’s number one. Clearly I am a loser

It’s one of those nights where I feel like crying due to not having a good father . I’ve barely spoken to him since I became a legal adult and sometimes I am reminded that I’m not lucky enough to have a dad who truly loves me I can never let him back in my life

Feeling so overwhelmed and not good enough at the same time I want to sleep for the next month

Anxiously waiting for Tuesday night for something good but also I dread it at the same time

Bashes my head against a wall

I feel like I’m destined to be a third wheel. Not anyone’s first choice. One who can be discarded. But that’s fair. I get it. It sucks living like this though.

To that person who sat next to me at the movie theater and tried making an anti-mask comment to me: I don’t like calling anyone this, but you’re an asshole.

Being reminded that it’s a blessing to not be able to cry as easily on T because I bet I would’ve been crying and having a breakdown at least three times this week by now

Wait I have to make something my pinned before people see my negativity. Have this

Yeah I’m my biggest hater. I hate myself so much. I hate how I’ve treated myself, but I also hate how much of a disappointment and waste of space I am. I have no one to blame but myself!