He made an impact that made life brighter. He was beloved by the Kingdom and by everyone that was loved by him. I have no doubt he's helping souls across the rainbow bridge. May Grimm's word fame echo across all of us who miss him.

Grimm let me love him, and it allowed me to finally feel everything I had been blocking out while being a good wife and responsible adult. I kept crying over and over, and his sweet face made it all feel like it wasn't so bad. At least there were sweet things still in the world.

While our car stayed in one place, I would be staying in another. I was so nervous and over whelmed that I didn't allow myself to feel anything. Until a little black chihuahua climbed up in my lap and gave me the sweetest smile I have ever seen on a dog. His name was Grimm.

At one point there was talking of using these to make a mead dispensing goat for Pennsic but the fear of someone's mouth on it made me decide against it.

My inner teenager is freaking out. I remember finding Wolf and Cub at 16 and it rocked my world!

This is why the new coding side hobby is making programs to rip out Copilot by the teeth.

I just love that they swarm to a box labelled Demeter near the fall equinox. Nature's sense of humor never fails to delight.

And this isn't the only day that my brain has done this. I looked up a couple other dates (deaths and ends of relationships) and realized those were rough too. Noticing a pattern is the first step to being present and stopping it. So here I sit in uncomfortable truth, and work to heal. It never ends

It's been 24 years and I have disassociated on this day without realizing it. Because of a horrific event that happened when I was in high school, which to be fair was when most of my trauma happened. Now that I've been more present this year, I noticed it.