If you see this. Thank you all for being there. I've known some of you for nearly 9 years now and will be with you all for the rest of my life

They saw the parts where I was broken and saw strength and beauty, they saw what I viewed as cowardness and saw my true self and helped me build myself back up into someone who will protect others and become selfless. Without them I wouldn't become who I am today. They saved me when I needed it.

I found some of my struggles in that song with being at the point where I wanted to end it all because I didn't see any purpose in my life. Then I met some truly wonderful people I get to call friends and even love them as if they're my family. They don't see my flaws but my strengths.

While going through the prep I ended up rewatching K-Pop Demon Hunters and despite being half awake due to the prep I entered a sort of weird trance where my mind focused on the lyrics of "This is What it Sounds Like". That song really hit me and found new meaning from it now.

I started to loose family I loved to cancer starting when I was 13 and how that pain lead me down a dark road or anger, rage, depression, and at several points suicide. Even loosing frienships due to my mind being clouded that I wish I could've saved.

Plus it gave the world D. Va. One of my all time favorite characters not only to play back then (I was a beast playing her on 300-500 ping) but her characterization made me love her fully. Having to protect others and living with the pain of losing others made me want to give her a big hug.

Despite the issues with it I enjoy the hell out of Echoes but I gotta go with Aria of Sorrow. Such a great game and the music is so good