the fact I have been too busy Dying to know it was even happening only to let out the most insane scream once I saw it on my homepage, first HJ now this I owe hong seok cheon my entire life istg

I spent 10 years of my life learning Korean just for this moment I think 😭

+ to get it out somewhere cuz it's weighing on me. I haven't been in fandom spaces for a hot minute but I'm remembering now why I always kinda kept my guard up. if any other trans atiny are feeling this way and happen to see this I see you, ily, we deserve better ❤️ [end]

+ my own god damn oppression and discrimination, which is actively affecting me in my life rn, because aww he's enjoying that franchise he likes, clearly you just hate fun! the atiny who are so vocal about other causes just to ignore this hurt the most. no one is even gonna see this rant but I had +

+ money aspect we have a problem with. whether wy is aware or not his money is going towards a woman actively making my life harder and more dangerous. and him and sh posting about it is promoting it to their fans who might then spend the same way. I'm just sick of being told I shouldn't care about+

+ trans in fandom feels even harder sometimes because we're either spoken over or told to calm down. people love reposting threads about how lgbt inclusive the boys are but then don't say anything about this. or say we're "trying to cancel wy for liking hp" which is not the case at all, it's the +

+ but also the fact that other atiny are either silent or actively telling us to shut up if we're sad about it. even the ones who are super vocally pro 🇵🇸/bds and spoke up about the ⭐💵 posts (which I agree with!) have been totally silent here. being trans feels so lonely a lot of the time and being+