She goes "Probably a bad time to say this, but Hawk Moth is kinda caked up" GIRL WHAT 😭im dying omfg

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Love you all <3

I'm asking for ANY kind of support right now, you can either help out through my kofi, linked in my carrd, or some other way through supporting me. I desperately need to either find somewhere as a backup in case she does get a lot worse, or something else comes up. thank you all for being here 4 me.

Like today, for example, I handed her back some cash in the car she gave me for shopping, and when we got home less than 10 minutes later she asked me for it. I reminded her and she went "Oh ok I don't remember that but you're right". She's getting worse and my family does not seem to care.
7/8

My grandmother has been the only one to support me over the past year or so with stuff. She recently handed me around $300 in an envelope and told me "If something happens to me, this is yours." and that made me start to worry even more. On top of her health issues, she has a really bad memory.
6/8

-so much, especially over the past few months. Basically, if anything happens to my grandmother, I am fucked. I've tried talking to family about a new place to stay, and most of them either straight up denied me or tried to coerce me into something "as a price to live under my roof".
5/8

-on top of streaming and recording and trying to edit videos to put out for content. She has been in and out of the hospital for upwards to a year now. I dropped out of college out of worry and lost my job working at Walmart for the same reason, along with her being in and out of the hospital-
4/8

I've been basically taking care of my grandmother full time. My aunt and my mother are no help at all for the most part, minus rides to and from places because I cannot drive. My family is constantly on top of my ass for "not doing enough" even though I take care of my grandmother full time-
3/8

A LOT has happened/is happening IRL for me right now. My family honestly is no help to either me or my grandmother, and I'm honestly constantly worrying about what's gonna happen if my grandmother passes, because if and when she does I am fucked for housing and stuff.
2/8

I have friends that said they would do that for me :3c (I do however have to *draw* her, but that’s fine owo)